"Life couldn't get better"

New lenses and some sad news.

2012-01-20T19:09:00.005+08:00

CNY is coming and I decided to take the time to finally order the lenses that I've been wanting to buy but never did oTL
Crappy photos to go around because I was too lazy to whip out the big boy.
So um taken with phone camera!
To your left is a pair of Ace Black 14.5mm and on the right is a pair of Blythe eye 14.5mm in Blue.

Ace Black is well what the name states. It's ultra BLACK lenses which are sorta meant to look more natural in terms of enlarging your eyes but I think after awhile it starts making you look kinda souless e_e
I bought this one cos I needed more natural looking lenses for Mafuyu/Shoutaro/Philip and uh any non kira kira cos plans I have :)

How it looks like worn.
Let my soul-less eyes bore holes into your head :D Aight jokes aside, I really like these lens! They are comfortable and seem to be slightly thicker than the several pairs I have owned ^^
And because it's really black, it literally makes your eyes look extremely big. like BIG. BIG.

Blytheye Blue, it's quite bright under the light.

How it looks like being worn ~~yay for wonky eyes!~~
I'm actually using these lense for an upcoming cosplan which I don't think I have revealed...hohoho but sooner or later it will appear ^o^

Hope these pics help out anybody who is looking for references of these particular brand / color ^^

Building up a Camera obscura.
Would be cool if it was actually useable T^T The main frame of the thing has been painfully cut out (for those who don't know i can't cut / draw a straight line even with a ruler...;;) and there's alot of senget sides sticking out wuahaha~
I hope later in the detailing stage it won't haunt me too bad!

Andd....tadah. Only color correction was done to this picture which means I will never look good in photos :D!
NEED TO FIX FRINGE. OMG I can't stand it. I feel like permanently gluing it to my head if I could but I can't. The flippage of the fringe is so annoying gahh.
Okay rant over.

Can't wait to cos Shoutaro with aibou /o/ So excited and menjakunated and clearly I've recycled this wig enough times to put it to shame..meep.
Will try to ask Supplier #2 if it is possible to pinjam his double driver and stuff ><

As for the sad news...well Junsu's dad passed away today.
If you wish you can read the article here
I think it's a really sad day for all Hottest over the world.
Losing someone in your family is a painful experience which you will eventually get over but never forget. My deepest condolences go out to him and his family.
I don't know what more can I say, I felt sad the entire day as well, call me childish but could you even imagine what you will feel if anything happened to your parents?
I mean I'm not jinxing you or anything but just take awhile and think it down.
I've ran such scenarios in my head many times and I don't think I'll be able to live in down. It's so scary.
Stay strong Junsu, stay strong.

Jinchan ships JinChan?

2012-01-11T05:23:00.004+08:00

Yep. I ship them hard.

Bored bored.

2012-01-07T00:26:00.006+08:00

*sigh* There's actually so many things that I should be doing but I feel so unmotivated and lazy. The only productive thing I did today was actually get off my lazy butt to go exercise :(
I havent been drawing anything cos I don't feel inspired AT ALL and that's a really big problem =_=

Blablabla aside let's recap what I did today...

I decided to finally charge camera battery and did a quick photoshoot with Verte.
I picked up his laptop during the last dollmeet (which the photos I did not upload D:) and of course I picked up Noir as well.
Verte's birthday is coming up soon (11th January) I'm taking his head arrival date as his birthday cos well I just feel more attached that way than when his body arrived :X
So...did I get him a present? Well technically I didn't. AGAIN.
None of the presents I get seem to arrive on time =/ I feel like a bad doll mummy ;A;
I did order him a shirt and jeans but it is said that it might take up to 2 months for it to arrive /argh...
Oh well, better late than never?

I'm also supposed to cut down the plans I have for cosplay this year. But I'm so tangan gatal I can't stop T_T I'm promising myself to only work it out for CF but then again I can't seem to tahan also. Arghh now I'm all e__e...
I'm still planning to debut Mama cos I've already been working on it but I need to fix the apron string thingy (ideks what you call it) cos it's supposed to be yellow~
Hopefully I can run to Daiso and find some yellow shoelaces or tote bag handles.. o_o;
Or just dye them yellow if I'm that epic oTL

Okay, I think that's all for today! Noir's wig has also been shipped out (lolyes I got him a wig that quick oTL) from Thereif on DoA. Will post pics when it arrives!

Them big balls.

2012-01-06T12:35:00.004+08:00

Been trying to finish up my book haul over at BBW.
Currently reading Thriller 2, a compilation of various thriller based stories from various authors.
Since I'm not much of a hardcore reader I don't seem to recognize any of the names other than R.L Stine;; how embarassing.
I'm about to reach the halfway point of this book and there has been some interesting ones I've read, I would write a quick review after I'm done with it :)

Yesterday I went out with them hengdais for a movie session.
Watched The Darkest Hour; in short I would say it's pretty alright for a quick alien movie. It's not cheesy, it has some pretty cool effects but the downside would be the predictable characters. Those you've probably seen in many movies that you can easily predict who would be butchered off first.
In terms for shock factor, it's near minimal; there were many times were I was expecting something to pop out and make my heart stop but it didn't.
What made this movie different from most western ones?
The hero and heroine actually didn't kiss. Now that's a feat for you.

Right after that we went on for a bowling session. I only played in the 3rd round just to join in for fun :D

Other than that I've been wanting to finish these pages. Good lord they are taking forever oTL
My goal is to actually finish it up before my work starts. The title is still in planning (cos I'm really bad at naming things hurr.) though the story has already been planned and mapped out. This entire manga is actually based on Rouge's backstory :)
So I hope this'll be interesting enough up for read and uhh let's hope I don't abandon this halfway aight? T_T

How embarassing!

2012-01-04T04:04:00.009+08:00

I think I've seriously hit one of the lowest number of posts on a personal level!
2011 blogging has been a fail despite so many things that has happened.
I'm hoping to start afresh in 2012 with heysayyah, so for now let's work on a resolution list shall we?

BJD Plans
1) Proper faceup for Noir + all of his trimmings
2) Some funds saved up for Noir's body (tentatively SD10)
3) Proper clothes for Verte and Rouge.

Cosplay Plans
1) Own ONE tailor made costume.
2) Improve on makeup skills
3) Build proper props that don't look so sad D':

General Plans
1) Improve drawing skills *as I set every year*
2) Improve Digital painting skills. *Slow snail pace coloring = PHAIL*
3) Increase the amount of color pencil pieces.
4) Improve Doll Photography *nods nods*
5) Get fit and exercise regularly!
6) HURRR DRIVE A DAMN CAR.
7) Complete 2 short mangas accompanied by proper research and character development.
8) Complete chaptered fanfictions for any fandom (currrent WIP; B1A4/ CNDeul)
9) Do good in my job!

Le fin. Should be good enough to keep me occupied for the rest of the year!

Now onward to rants!
So I failed to keep my "on hiatus" status in the doll hobby, pretty much the same as to how i always fail at keeping money in my pocket ._.
I recently welcomed a new member into my quartet family.
Please meet Noir du Fleur (Noir), whose currently in an early stage of WIP~

If you're staring at him and laughing, I really don't blame you because his faceup is literally the pits xD;;
I got overly excited and couldn't help but want to put a face onto this kid, however as you can see it's not that great since I'm kinda scarce on faceup materials (AKA the holy can of MSC).
I'm hoping to get him a wig at least so that it can keep his head warm cos Verte can't share it with him :X
I would also like to start working on his piercings and stuff; gotta try looking for things that can pass as a lip ring!

In other news, my current KPop obsession is rookie boyband B1A4!
Don't judge me on this though, I didn't get into them just because of MoA if that's what some people are thinking :S
B1A4 by far have really appealed to me as entertainers; they have a balanced character chart, a pretty strong vocal establishment and also moves like Jagger (that is if they have heard of him...)

Let's get it on with some brief introductions aight?

From L-R in clockwise direction
* CNU, your megane bishie with all the serious trimmings. He's introverted; hardly says 2 sentences worth in every interview, despite being the oldest he's not the leader (surprise, surprise). He handles rapping and is a sub vocalist.

* Jinyoung, the pretty boy that melts your heart everytime he opens his mouth (cos sparkly teeth are deadly) His special ability is retaining a poker face in every situation if not, it will be a huge sweet smile.
He's the group leader and is second line as age wise.

* Baro, your badboy stereotype. He's quirky and just plain hyper. Out of all of them I believe he does have the highest number of fans but who could blame them; he just has the puppy dog charm that is so lovable! He's the main rapper of the group.

* Sandeul, the cheeky country kid. He's cute, wacky, loud and comical. He talks. ALOT. and doesn't stop, unless someone talks more than he does. His face might look cuddly but he has a voice powerful enough to shake canyons! Without much guessing he is of course the main vocalist of the group.

* Gongchan, your sweet little brother who is actually sweet for once. He's the youngest and a very shy boy at that. His specialty is aegyo (Making cute expressions) and keeping his hyungs happy (or at least Jinyoung). Gongchan covers as a Supporting vocalist despite forever being introduced as just the "maknae" (youngest).

As for everything else, please proceed to B1A4's wiki page :D
Since I'm so worked up by this boys I've decided to dedicate some time into working on my writing skills by using fanfiction as a medium!

PS, if anyone wonders why B1A4 is named as much...it's because 4 of them has blood type A and only one has blood type B.
It's so creative it's nearly unbelievable.

So I shall bid everyone a goodby for now, as I am actually dying for some sleep.
Will post more soon huhubhu -w-

Oh you know, the usual once in a blue moon sap.

2011-11-27T00:47:00.002+08:00

I think it's been a whirlwind year, good times and the bad.
No matter how, when or what it is, I am thankful for everything.
Ganba until the end of the year and up til the next! /o/

Countdowns

2011-11-23T15:40:00.004+08:00

Curently Listening to: Koi no ABO - NEWS

Counting down about a day and god knows how many hours to 2PM concert.
Countdown less than 2 weeks to Mo.A.
Countdown less than 3 weeks to Final presentation.
Countdown less than 3 weeks to Comic Fiesta.

Why in heavens are my schedules so packed for this December? I'm dying, I seriously am, never before had I need to show myself up to this many events and whatshit.

Oh and darn I need to prepare my portfolio up for interview next week /o/

It's always good to know...

2011-11-19T01:26:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5

That someone has your back.
The story goes a notch higher when an adult or an older acquaintance tells you that you can always talk to them if you needed any help.
All I can say is that I feel good bro, the reassurance is just what I needed to get through and I feel most positive compared to weeks back!
I'm ready to take on all my assignments with a new light of motivation!

Finished my Jundyu board for 2PM show next week Friday. I only wished I had someone who liked JunHo to go with, I seriously wanted to have a joint Junbros board T^T~
Oh well there's always other times?
So excited to see the boys al;dkslkd;a!!!

Did another makeup trial for Mafuyu and I think I like this one alot.
Excuse the photoshop-ing etc, I was experimenting with my new learnt Photoshop action packs that I discussed with "xiaojie" and well I'm so menjakunated by people and their editing skills. So mm yeah I'm trying to learn / improve as we go along!

My passion of actually drawing out a fandom doujin has been re-lit. Now I'm more pumped up than ever to actually try making a Henmi / Toku related doujin. It'll be fun I guess (also this could be one of the ways to ease the pain of no one ships this OTP syndrome XD)
Preferably I would like to work on a HenMi crack doujin, hence the top experimental pic *coughukeHenrycough* This could either go down as the biggest joke of the century (in a good way) or fangirl flame material (yabaiii).
Let's see if reality decides to be kind!

Because you're not standing out like sparkles on the water or like the stars in the sky

2011-11-10T14:13:00.009+08:00

Currently listening to : It ain't easy being Green - Rory Flanagan version

Let's start with the honorary blablabla and oh-I-havent-been-updating sort of sentence, pretty sure you're bored by now.
I haven't been 100% active much anywhere (cept Twitter) cos timing is really tight with my project shit and CF looming in about a month.
I've yet to complete ZoSan badges to be sent out for printing, I have yet to finish the Vocaloid bookmarks that are needed as well. NOT TO MENTION the commissions I took up. Yep, busy busy. Well maybe TOO BUSY. God, I hope I don't break down soon orz
I feel really stressed out at some point and yet in between there's this whole I don't care kind of attitude. SIGH.

Oh did I mention I'm 20 already? GDM gotta set my priorities straight orz

Ariel was kind enough to inform me that Cameron FRIGGIN Mitchell saw my Dameron piece!
I would like to thank the person who actually tweeted it to him, never would I think any of my idols would ever see my work!
Big big surprise of the day!
Never going to give up drawing fanart everrr.

(After going back and looknig at my refs, I forgot to draw on his damn double eyelids arghhh orz)
Despite the time constraint I'm stubborn enough wanting to work on this cos plan.
I've just recently washed up this wig and did some styling to look somewhat passable for Mafuyu. I kinda like it, but i wished I would find a way to make the fringe hold together without using a hairpin (hairspray should work but arghh gotta shell out money T_T;)
Also makeup test wise, hnrhh...well it's alot better than my first attempt I can say the least. I need really white press powder, I don't look dead / washed out enough! Damn Mafuyu and his tofu like skin and small as a button mouth (I kid you not).
Crap, which reminds me I need to get a pair of black lens. fuuuu.
Other than that, I'm not sure if I have enough time to built a camera obscura for Mafuyu, I'm praying that I do but if I don't I'll be damned to carry a flashlight to flash at people (obviously.)

Got my Gekiranger stash from supplier. Fyeah "new" series to watch, kinda bummed out he deleted off his Deka stash though...I would've loved to watch the entire season of it, cos let's face it. I'm bias like that.
But well beggars can't be choosers...my internet speed is virtually the most aggravating thing in the history of piss off-ery. I can't download a single ep of anything without wanting to massacre an entire village #firstworldproblems.
*sigh* still better than no connection I guess.

Let's finish off this darned post with another selca.
Finally I tested these lens with my Goku wig. I like the color very much and I think it's alot more effective than the older pair! *nods nosd* Still gotta work on makeup shiz and wa hey, another version of Goku should be queued up.
Itching to do suit version of him hohohoohoho.
Note to self: I need to stop being so lifeless as you know what people say about those who enjoy taking pictures of themselves...
It's not like I'm being desperate, it's the fact that I want to take a picture of whatever I did to my face and there's nobody to help me out, thus reverting to the good old selca (self cam if you don't know Korean terms ;o;)
And it's not like you wanna open your mouth and go OMG someone do a photoshoot of me plz. That's like really sad...*sigh* I need to find a partner T_T...

Just like Yin and Yang

2011-11-02T01:10:00.003+08:00

A negative and a positive.
There's always a 2 sided thing when it comes to life.
Just sometimes one outweighs the other :D

So excited for the weekend, gonna meet up with my cousins :'D
OH. AND HELLO NOVEMBER. HELLO.

Proud mummy!

2011-10-24T17:57:00.004+08:00

Henry and Zhoumi performed with Super Junior on stage as one at SM Town NYC :')
So you know how much this means to a HenMi fan like me? For the boys to be able to get equal amounts of love as every one of them in SuJu?
WHAT IS AIR?

Double posting, rants on arts and farts.

2011-10-24T02:09:00.005+08:00

I'm tired but I just wanted to keep talking somewhere?

Had been a busy weekend, had a mini meetup with Chris and Yie; our kids got some fresh air! Well one of my kids at least! (Will get the pics out from my phone!)
Celebrated Pri's 20th just earlier tonight. Had fun watching the rugby match between New Zealand and France. Which I must add, a big hearty congratulations to the All Blacks on their win! (I am still France biased though. cough cough)

I posted this in tumblr~ Didn't really elaborate much but I just wanted to talk about stuff I have in queue to draw. I've been bitten strongly by the nostalgia bug. I want to draw fanart that I wanted to draw so many years back but never really got to do!
At the moment i'm trying to finish this Fatal Frame piece for Halloween and there's a SeeU (Korean vocaloid) piece that is in WIP stage.
In my defense I'll say that I like SeeU because of her design and voice bank, to whomever who starts pointing fingers saying I'm just biased because she is KOREAN will be terminated (maybe not but you get my point) If they decided to make her Japanese with that image I'd still like her anyway. She's really adorable!
Back on topic, yes Fatal Frame. I'm a total wuss but I admit whole heartedly that I enjoy the concept of the series and well yeah the guys. ALWAYS a plus point even if they are well dead in almost every single series orz...

I'm also tentatively deciding to replay FFX-2 and churn out some Yuna/Rikku/Paine related artworks OR Gippalai/ Gippal/ Baralai. Basically as I have said, things I've wanted to do but never really did back then.
Then of course replaying Shadow Hearts 2 and working on a revamped poster I made many years back, then an A1 sized chibi piece of Super Sentai x Kamen Rider...
Ahh so many things so little time!

Not forgetting the commissions I have to finish up for Comic Fiesta, then the point commissions I've been procrastinating. (GUILTY always guilty)

But the most important point that I must never forget is my final assignments. The moment I finish up the shits for that, I can rest in peace and do whatever I want.
Instead of talking this much, I should be in bed and waking up early to work on some progress.
That is all for now!
Ciao ciao!

Standing in a field of flowers

2011-10-24T01:33:00.006+08:00

How do you explain the feeling you have when you are surrounded by so many people that you seem to know and yet there's this gap that still seperates?
People that we call as friends and yet we still face awkward silences, we still find it weird to say certain things to each other and we still forget about taking care of their feelings from time to time.
You can't help but think when you realize your friendship is so 'shallow' because the moment you take away that single link in common, we might as tell the world we are just strangers.

Oh and I'm seriously feeling the recent posts on this blog has gotten so way out of topic when it comes to the concept I wanted when I started blogging.
"To only share happy thoughts and fangirlisms" was what I really wanted but lately I only post emo rants and complaints;;;
I shall go on a soul search and rework this blog when I can...

Getting back into shape!

2011-10-11T17:17:00.005+08:00

With that title I mean going back on a diet :D
It is obvious to man that these things are only done when you, yourself behave hard enough to be the motivator.
Sure everyone around can give tons of suggestions but only you control your life.
Applies not to just working hard to stay on a diet but also to whatever task you have at hand.
Uhuk time to wake up myself.

Alive

2011-10-07T01:37:00.002+08:00

JunSu's solo has been released!
Gosh I can't wait, just can't wait for 2PM concert heeeeeeeeee :')
Currently working on JunBro fanboard <3

Presentation the other day went really well~
Guiltily I admit, I should be working alot harder....;;

WHAT? AHAHAHA.

2011-10-03T17:14:00.006+08:00

Alot of fantasies swirling in my head and none of them have a good clean ending.
YES I ADMIT THIS TO THE WORLD!
I'm turning into some pervert (well a bigger one at least) I just know it!
Blaming this all on the people who write THE BEST Dameron fanfiction ever.

Sexual frustration. So much of it!

Dance Dance Dance if you wanna Dance

2011-09-23T00:08:00.006+08:00

Erm rant.
Let's start.

Havent been doing anything productive in these past few weeks. Inside I'm like HELLO BITCH IT'S FINAL SO WAKEUP AND SMELL THE GRAVEYARD, while on the outside I'm like hum di dum di dum ooo shiny Dameron.
Technically I'm going to be six feet under if I don't start drilling my will power against procrastination. Sounds familiar *eyebrow raise*

Naturally I think my writing skills have gone to heaven, I feel less and less motivated to type out blog posts because simply Tumblr is spoiling me silly.
There's just too much emphasis on fandoms and fangirling in general, I swear it's distracting me from this thing called 'reality'.
Deep down inside I think I've bitten off more than I can chew and I need to get my act together and just do whatever I need to do.

To begin, I should be getting to bed and waking up early to sit down and do some proper work. *le sigh*

It went a little something like this...

2011-09-07T13:38:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening to: Watch Out! - Ze:A

_{"Young gay man said to me he feels lousy about pretending to be somebody he isn't in public. He loses confidence in himself. I said to him, darling, everybody pretends: some pretend to be angels, some devils, some to please parents, some their lovers. Straight or gay, we all seem to hate ourselves, we are normal that way. If you can be true to yourself, you are already better than normal."}

-Pang Khee Teik, FB

"If you can be true to yourself, you are already better than normal."

~~Jin, the forever high on crack fangirl? XD;;~~

La la la-la la la, Sing a happy song.

2011-09-06T12:26:00.004+08:00

FINALLY got to watch the Smurfs movie!
Aaaa I can like fangirl and praise this movie over and over again.
The Smurfs themselves were SO CUTE (Grouchy omg my love) and well Neil Patrick Harris was another big plus sign for me :)
The ever so adorable Jayma Mays (no really, she's just cute as a button in this movie!)
The unexpected Tim Gunn; who was named Henri (oh just smurfy)
Loved the characterizations they did to the main smurfs, and oohhhh there was Painter, Vanity and Baker Smurf as well TwT <3

To sum it all up, if you want to watch a fun lighthearted movie; I'd really suggest Smurfs! Or if you are like me, reliving childhood memories, by all means go for it!

Cos I'm just so hopeless in these situations.

2011-09-04T22:18:00.003+08:00

Out of possible lack of blogging, I guess I just want to vent out my frustrations.

Sometimes when I actually sit down to think, I don't really get why I'm upset about idols. (I think I've mentioned this once...or possibly twice in some old posts but meh)
I'm writing this with a serious tone to set things straight to myself.
As many might already know, I ship pairings. Hey non het pairings are fine by me simply because I know it's not real. Well possibly not real. (What am I saying!?)
Maybe this is why I can't ship het pairings. I get jealous, I get upset over...unreachable people, people who don't know me.
Sounds stupid? Well technically to every sane person out there, yeah I think I'm pretty stupid one way or another.
To be honest I don't want to be this way; I admit I talk big. I go ohhh I'm always open to what their options are / it's their happiness. Everything goes smoothly until rumours pop up and I just die so so much inside.
I get emotional, well I'll admit with lying that I am of course jealous.
However to be realistic I ain't going to marry or date my bias in any way even if you dreamt a million dreams.

Just suddenly this post starts to have a really childish vibe.

Incase anyone wants to know who was the pairing that started this whole entire post.
It was HenBer.

Girl on the right with Henry.
OKAY I GO CRY BUCKETS NOW /o/

Alright Alright

2011-08-31T12:11:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Mr Simple - Super Junior

WIP with Stocking's sword.
Somewhere down the road, I'm pretty sure I'm going to screw something up eventually XD;;

Phase 1.
Using some leftover card thingys I managed to make the basic shape of the sword, coupled with tons of tape and satay sticks for internal support and this is what happened.

Phase 2.
Complete masking of the sword with masking tape for even more support.
Now I'm wondering if my paper mache' trick would work with this...D;
But at least it doesn't flop around like a sotong anymore...

More updates to come uhuk uhuk~

Witty

2011-08-30T00:00:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to: Rocket - Yuna

Forever in awe with people who write so well.
It never fails to make me smile whenever I read posts that have so much humor and sarcasm embedded in it! _{You need to admit that sarcasm is good when used correctly.}

I think today I've recieved one of the kindest email I could ever recieve in my life. I'm so grateful for her willingness help this Chinese fail social media user :')
Let's see if this get me one step closer to realizing my dreams aight?

A friend told me that this doll reminded her of me; something about the mata sepet and silly face :P
What do you think? *laughs*

After a while...

2011-08-26T09:09:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: One Last Hope - Hercules

I'm seriously beginning to wonder if we are even friends.
I need to really sit down and think about it; I am by nature a person who doesn't easily open up to others. I think this has been one of the worst habits I have in my arsenal but I just can't be close to everyone.

You can call me petty, you can call me sensitive but I'll admit that I'm not very happy with the things you say to me.
I'm alright with all these jokes and sarcasm; it's a form of humour but please don't ever step over lines.

You wouldn't accept my fandoms because you aren't interested in it and on a personal level you think it's annoying/ you don't get why everyone likes them.
You make snide remarks about my hobbies because I'm not good enough.
You wouldn't give me encouragement because you know someone who is better than me already and yeah I know you prefer them over me.
Now you wouldn't even accept the way I speak?

Sorry then, sorry.
I guess I expected too much.

Have a nice day acquaintance!

I've come to a decision to officially shift my Kpop fandom rants/spazz onto Tumblr. I think I'll reserve this blog for wtv bitching I want to do in life =w=

I can has a good haul? :"D

2011-08-10T18:32:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening to : Walkin' - Super Junior

LOOK AT WHAT ARRIVED TODAY!
Weeeeeeeeeeee finally our 5JIB has arrived!
I was so surprised that Yesasia shipped this out at lightning speed and even more surprised that it arrived this early as well!
I was actually expecting a grueling wait of 2 weeks orz

Nontheless, so happy that these are now in mah hands muahaha! Was hoping for a Min/Kyu/Hyuk cover for myself but I got YeSung instead; totally fine with it! He looks cool as always!
Reserved Tenshi Teuk for Aki and she complained that she didn't want him and wanted to trade with me LOLWHAT NO AKI. You will take him home, you know you want to! TAKE HIM. It's fate that you got him, now you shall take on full responsibility!

MY PRECIOUSSSSSS ;U;
After so much fangirling, I finally can has my own copy of Tai Wan Mei! <3 My excitement is going off the charts right now, total urgh at the ones we have in the local CD shops. Dude, not only you're jacking up the price...you're not even giving me that darn folder that I want so badly! UGHH so much blasphemy! D8<
QmQ THANK YOU MUM THANK YOU SOBS.
I shall officially start using this right away!! *sayangs it so much*

Randoms along the way, went to One U today after fixing seatbelts to the car~
Bought hair dye that I've wanted to try for such a long time!
Currently working on a certain project for this, so I'm testing out the product as well; killing two birds with one stone hehe~
Decided to go with Sweet Pink *Too much Ming influence XD* since I wanted a brown with slight red in it!~
Will write a review for this when I feel like it, for now~

This is how my hair looks like right now, excuse le derp face :)
A little hard to tell there's any color through the photo *I had to shop it to look brigthter* but in real the color is pretty in your face :D
Subtle hints of color is goooddd~

Found my colorful watch that I've always wanted and yes obviously it had to be blue hehehe~

AGAIN bitten by the Min bug :P An adorable PINK eco bag of mine! Which features a cute panda just like JunDyu looking all fine and dandy hehe~

TO END THIS POST. HENRY LOOKING ALL UNFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Hello is it me you're looking forrr??

2011-08-08T20:34:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Y - Super Junior

I HOPE NOT, since my blog has already started to grow moss.
I might just think to call it quits with this place *LEGASP*
Well okay that's just a thought / option~ It always feels odd when I log in here, try to write up a post and well I just don't publish it.
I don't feel that it's funny or witty or bitchy in any manner; hey it's not fun to post content that has no way to evoke certain emotions right?

Maybe I'm just losing passion / touch in writing. Who knows~
My first official class of Sem 6 starts tomorrow and I'm here being all woo yayy.
Where's the sense of urgency? Iunno maybe somewhere in Bora Bora.

Point is, I'm not really worried about what I'm going to face; I'm just going oh kay I'll get through this somehow. NOT a good habit. Don't like it when I don't have a plan / direction when it comes to my future plans.
Gosh this already sounds dejavu, I bet this has been the millionth time you've read that line; *shrugs* I'm easily predictable~

Okay now I'm not sure what else to talk about...erm how about online purchases?
I'm currently awaiting my batch order with Aki for Mr Simple albums.
I AM SO FLIPPING EXCITED for it to arrive TAT I wonder whose cover will we get? I bet you if it's SiWon for the both of us Imma be like U MAD at myself.
Also to that lot, my mum pushed me off a cliff and gave in and ordered Perfection Repackaged ;U; The one with CMYK cover hehe~
FINALLY, I got to order it, as you all might know I've been dying everyday with SJM and I would never ever everrr regret buying it. EVER. Once in my hands, I'll freely blast it out in my mum's car ffyeah!!!

And my mum being so very generous, kind, loveable *all the million good phrases you can pull out of my mouth* she....she BOUGHT ME HENRY'S FOLDER!! /flails all over the place.
SHIT, do you know how much this means to me? Seriously getting all excited over a folder.....my god ;_;
I promised to myself that if ever I fall out of love with Kpop, I'll stop and just grow up and move on with life, I don't know when but it's just not now. I promise I will.

I'm awaiting Verte's body, Nightcat has been super nice and she even willingly went to pester the seller to see if she can speed up shipping date ;U; I really can't wait for him to be home and completed!

Okay, I think that's I have for today.
Let's see if tomorrow will be an even more eventful day :)

SPEAKING OF WHICH.
Internet connection atm just sucks so hard.
And I wished writing a report was as easy as churning out fanfics!

Hey I'm Mr Simple

2011-08-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

I've raped the replay button well. Now its your turn.

Sobs, proudest day of my life ;A;

Malaysia, it's times like these that you make me love you more and more. CHEH.

You guys could make me cry.

2011-08-04T03:42:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to : Mr. Simple - Super Junior

Ever met people that influenced or inspired you?
So much that you really idolize them and you're really emotionally attached?
Bah I guess I'm just a sap but really, I've met with quite a few people who have opened up my eyes to the world.
I thank you for that; I would never trade those experiences with anything in the world :')

Lately I've been utterly dead in the realm of blogging, my language is detoriating and it doesn't help that I'm reading books that kill my IQ =/
~~EwsweetvalleyHighew~~

For those following me on Twitter or know me on Facebook will probably know my sole burning fuel is Super Junior and Henry and Zhoumi, all of the above or individually XD
Do I feel lifeless?
Well yeah, after a while it gets kinda awkward but hey look at all the fucks I be giving -w-

These days I've been a tad toooo active on tumblr, I swear it's addictive and one of the BEST places to increase your fangirl levels with gif spams *__*

I personally post up alot of rubbish and crack up there, feel free to join me in the efforts of taking over the world, reblog at a time :D
Droplets of Color

Had a great time last weekend, got to hang out with Yiesha on Saturday and the rest of the gang on Sunday!
Gosh I've never ate so much in my life, everytime Yie and I go out I feel like such a MPPJ truck! But hey, what's great company without good food right?

My food escapades started at 12 when we went to Ice Room, a rather cute eatery somewhere near Dataran Sunway.
They have one of most nommmmmmm tasting ice cream I've ever had! They serve a sort of Taiwanese styled ice cream, not quite sure what it's called but it's very popular these days :)
I ordered myself a Peanut flavoured ice cream, known as 'Nut Case' Ohhh the irony.
Served in a cute bowl with generous portions of peanut flavoured ice cream, sprinkled with tons of crushed nuts and accompanied with a sort of herbal jelly?
It was such a refreshing treat on a hot Saturday.
For lunch both Yie and I ordered Tea pot mushroom soup.
Without much explanation, it's simply muchroom soup served in a teapot! It's 'bowl' is a small chinese style teacup.
Let me warn you, this pot of soup is rather endless in volume; I recall drinking so many cups and there was still so much of soup in the pot!!

We stayed on for a good few hours talking about work and BJDs in general and other stuff :) But of course not forgetting our main purpose of the whole outing; celebrating a belated birthday for Azure and his daddy Natsu!
Managed to get really nice photos from that day, it's not many but at least they came out well!!

My family portrait! *sigh* I love seeing them all together, just wished Ivvy, Velle, Loki and Riru could join in though ;U;

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Oh and Rouge finally got his chance in asking Azure out on a date. Go me for late working hours and my dislike for indoor photography XD

Right after terrorizing the place, we went to Sunway Pyramid for a spot of tea while waiting for dinner time to roll by, since Yie wanted to meet Aya to pass her some TATA GO stuffs~
Our first stop on the eat list was Yokomon. I've had this once during a Japanese food fair in KLCC and I can never get over how good their Rum Raisin seem to taste TAT
So yes, ice cream AGAIN. We walked around Asian Avenue for a good bit and made a stop to the tech street with Yie looking for power supply for her PC.
After some mucking around she decided to stop by Chatime for some tea :)
I REGRET, not getting anything that day, I was too full to order anything but their Taro milkshake looked really good! Yie ordered Honey Lemon Tea was it? Ideks what it was but it tasted really refreshing hehe

We went around Vincci probably acting like tards as we tried on sunglasses =w= It has been awhile since I got to muck around with stuffs like this so yes, it was fun XD!

Went to a tiny Korean eatery in Asian Avenue, had dolsot bibimbap and okonomiyaki lD

Both the kids having a fun day together ^^*

Verte getting his glasses that can't fit. LOL FAT HEADDDD.
I've already ordered his body, now...it's all down to waiting.

Somehow I think this year has been one hell of a roller coaster ride, hope everything is smooth till the end of the year hoorah :D
*OHSHIT I JUST REMEMBERED MY CF SHIT IS SO WAY BACK D;*

Henry Lau Henry Lau Henry Lau

2011-07-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

THE ONLY THING GOING THROUGH MAH BRAIN ATM.
YES.
I'm so happy. I can cry ;_;
ohwhatismylife.

Shine a Light!

2011-07-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

Currently Listening to - Shine a Light by McFLY

Official pics has been released!!
Hyuk's picture was put up on the SJ's official website just yesterday together with SiWon's if I'm not mistaken :P
I love my SuJu boys blonde, I think they look really cute with it ;A;
Looks aside, I'm really excited to see what they will be releasing for the upcoming album. With the outfit, the amount of color in it; one can only guess it's some techno feng tau song XD?

Donghae yah~

Will keep adding images to this post :P

Why Hello Thar

2011-07-18T00:42:00.008+08:00

_{"Super Junior has finished taking their promotional pictures for 5 jib; Music Video for their title song will be filmed on 20th July, THEIR NEW IMAGE TEASER WILL BE REVEALED ON THE 27TH JULY~~~!!!! (≖ ‿ ≖)✧ "}

SORRY GUYS. Had been hiatus for quite some time; haven't been in a blogging mood, spent most of my weekends going out with my mum and such, to sum it up I'm just taking a break from blogging I guess :P

The ONE and ONLY thing I'm so excited about is Super Junior 5JIB, I'm anticipating SO BAD. HUUUU So much rumours and information flying about, it's getting me all giddy and such!

I'm ready to embrace all of SungMin's awesomeness all over again *_*

My mum being all omgyay

Me going omgyay

So last Saturday, my mum and I went to catch a musical at the Sunway Amphitheatre; tickets courtesy of my aunt :)

Named 'Magical Musical' and it goes a little something like this:

"Come 10th June, the Amphitheatre at Sunway Lagoon will become a doorway into a magical world full of music and wonder as it hosts its second musical production, Magical Musicals. The musical traces the lives of six aspiring performers who come together at a Broadway audition in New York and become fast friends. Their world is literally a giant stage, and they find themselves willing actors on it, dancing to whatever tune Fate has in store for them.

Audiences will be thrilled as they follow these three couples chasing their dreams, turning optimistic hopes into reality. As music forms an integral part of their lives, it is only fitting that their story unfolds in a series of songs that have come to embody the heart and soul of Broadway. Every emotion is explored through musicals hits like Mamma Mia!, Dreamgirls, Fame, Saturday Night Fever, Moulin Rouge!, Grease, Footloose, We Will Rock You, West Side Story, and Hairspray."

Lovely view :)
The stage was a little small but beautifully decorated, when the show started we couldn't stop singing along! There were many nostalgic moments when it came to song selection, they even sang "Go the Distance" and "Reflection" both from Hercules and Mulan respectively.
BUT THE GOLD came from the cast singing "Don't Stop Believing" and "Umbrella/Singing in the Rain" mashup from GLEE. OMG, I swear the inner Gleek in me just totally burst from excitement!
There were many memorable moments and we sang our hearts out all the way, it was a magical show indeed!
Oh and just so you know, anything that includes shirtless men is a positive review *just kidding ahaha* :P

We actually went to Pyramid before the show cos my uncle dropped us off there.
After tea/early dinner we walked around for abit and found this little dessert shop in Asian Avenue. It's called Pinkberrys and they sell cendol *_*
Since it was a hot day, my mum decided to try it out.
I must admit, it was REALLY GOOD.

My mum ordered some Durian dessert, not quite sure it this is a cnedol to begin with but it's SO NOMS. On the bottom there's a generous amount of shaved coconut ice *the flavour isn't too overempowering which is good!* sprinkled with pomelo fruit and toped off with a scoop of Durian paste *___* *From my senses it's real durian paste not all that artificial crap*
It's SOGOODDDD. Ah I would go back there just to have a bowl of this once again, if you are ever at Sunway Pyramid I highly recommend everyone to go try it out!

Today I played around with makeup again. Seriously I have no life D;
I doubt there's any difference really =_= Maybe next time I should try out a thicker line on the top or something D;
Speaking of which, I think it's time for me to throw away these grey lenses. It's making my eye red for no utter reason, though it doesn't feel itchy or irritated; just red D;
Best not tempt fate though, might as well throw em out DX

Mah fail bombs :D
I think Imma be going for Animangaki~ I hope when the time comes I can find transport though nyuuu D;

And Shhhh don't tell anyone, I'm actually currently on 2PM Mode with JunBros ;U;

I think I've talked enough for today, til the next post~
Bye :D!

Conversations in my head that run in circles.

2011-07-06T22:12:00.004+08:00

Currently Listening To: Take Off - 2PM

Nothing solid to say today. It was a productive day but I'm hungry :( /irrelevant.
Just wanted to share a really cute JunSu moment *There's something very wrong with this boy, he's such an adorable dorrkkk unff*

And dearly beloved Henry with a punyu face. *sigh*
Life is beautiful~

Oh Smurfs.

2011-07-04T00:11:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: GEMINI-II-the luv - Alice Nine

Been missing from my blog abit too long for my tastes. *wait this sounds really familiar*
Well everything's just been very routine, nothing special that's worthy of blogging.
That's just about my life, but fangirling wise it's been REALLY FRUITFUL.

First off we have JEALOUS! Kyu. These two pictures are like fuel to my ever burning QMi imagination. I'm pretty sure it's doubled up in size in the previous months :P
Looks like he's gonna punch Mimi for ever flirting in public with Hyuk.
Gut instinct tells me, Mimi didn't get any that night D;

Oh speaking of which, I'm ranting hard on this.
Taiwan cinemas are gonna be showing Super Show 3 The Concert 3D or something like.
WRY don't we get this privileage again? *sigh* Would feel kind of lifeless to go to the cinema and fangirl like a tard right?
Then again it would be nice to see Henry and Zhoumi looking this good!?!? :AKLL:SKAKS:A /headdesk.

I'm trying to regain back some path in my life.
Not quite sure where the hell I'm going or what my goal in life is right now.
All I can really think of is chasing idols, spending time with BJDs, going abit here and there with cosplay, drawing and trying to improve my skills....well generally it's all feeding my hobbies but not my future. I get depressed when I think about it.
Soul searching is a difficult process...I truly wish there's an easier way to let everything fall into place.
*sigh* Life you're one big mystery to me.

Well at least I felt accomplished over the weekend when I finally gave the kids a well deserved bath and washed all their clothes and ironed them as well. ;U;

I'm having second thoughts about getting Verte's body this month due to tight financial planning =/ But I guess it's too late to back up now T_T

Dying so much inside.

2011-06-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening to: I Can't - 2PM

"Hey! Say! JUMP member, Morimoto Ryutaro’s (16) smoking photos recently appeared on the latest issue of “Shukan Josei” which was released on June 28th. Because of this, Johnny & Associates made an announcement that Morimoto’s entertainment activities will be suspended indefinitely.

“Shukan Josei” posted the photo of Morimoto smoking which was from back in May of 2010 when Morimoto was just 15 years old. Additionally, other photos of him from January 2010 were also posted which means he was 14 years old at the time of those photos.

According to Johnny & Associates, when they asked Morimoto for an explanation, he admitted that he has smoked several times in the past out of curiosity.

The company made a statement, “Although he is deeply searching his conscience, it is common sense that the law prohibits minors from smoking, and it’s a prohibited act. Taking this fact seriously, we have decided to suspend his entertainment activities indefinitely.”

Hey! Say! JUMP is scheduled to release their new single “OVER” on the 29th, and also many promotional activities are planned, however, the group will have to continue their activities with nine members now.

Source: Sanspo

Images: news 109"

Credits to: Tokyo Hive

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I'm dying so much inside right now. Out of all the HeySayJUMP chibis, Ryutaro has always been one of my bias.
I did not expect this to happen and heck it was even published out in a magazine. REALLY? Good god Mori-chan, you don't even look dammit legal to begin with gosh.

_{"out of curiosity."}
As Supplier said, "Curiousity killed the cat"
INDEED.

I hope he learns a lesson from this, tsk neesan is very disappointed in you!

My mocchibear. gigglesnort

2011-06-27T03:04:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to:到了明天 (Blue Tomorrow) - Super Junior M

*sigh* I don't think I could ever find a logical reason as to why Henry is so perfect in my eyes. I just can't.
For all Strings out there, this video is worth a watch; so much cuteness radiating from Mocchibear ;U;

Most recently SJM went to Thailand for an event in conjunction with MTV exit :')
I love this picture because I can see Mimi's skinny arms.
Gosh do tell me why I like him too you know?
He has such an odd nose, he has incredibly skinny legs and he looks like a squid when he dances but I'm so obsessed with him. ahhh whyyyy /ish confused for a million years.

Current wallpaper :)

And a very. Sexy. JunSu.

So much fanservice. Oh Junbros SHIT SHIT SHIT Why so hot ffff. Not quite sure how long I'll be able to keep up with the boys who are getting more advanced day by day D;

Everything happens for a reason

2011-06-25T18:44:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Without U - 2PM

HEHEHEHAHAHAHA.
Okay enough laughing. Srs face time.
Remember me going all oh I'm so tempted to cos Genderbend! Stocking?
Well no guesses for you, I caved in and bought myself his wig. :D
Ignore my face, looks scary enough and it's not even halloween yet!
Got this secondhand from someone I knew and the quality of the wig is so different from Goku's and Eiji's. So jakun weyh.
The extension for the wig is like so nice to comb ehehhe =w=

_Kiraboshi~
So yeah moving on, SS shots~
My outfit is totally thrown together within 10 minutes =_= I dug my entire house and I couldn't find ANY blue ribbon laying around; so I had to makeshift it with a black one =/ Bad closet IMHO, but I tablek run out just to buy some so yeah orz
I'm waiting for my pair of lens to arrive before I retake some pics, I did photoshop to these pics just to correct the eye color ;u;

Will also get a better shirt to replace this one hehehe :)

Truth be told I never post pictures from my office but this. LOL THIS.
I've noticed that these two changes position like almost everyday orz
Not quite sure who is the evil doer but sure as well amuse me :P

:')
The most popular picture of JunBros everrrrr.

Phallic shaped objects can only carry dirty jokes.

2011-06-25T00:52:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to: Hot - 2PM

I read this episode summary on the Malaysia ELF tumblr and went oh they made really weird and ugly pottery. Now this will be good for a laugh.
Well to begin with, no one really stated to me in what sense the pottery was unappealing.

NOW I get to see this with my own eyes. All hail the urge to spew out unecessary shipping jokes and terrible puns.
To start off, they are required to shape a lump of clay or wtv into a sort of vase thing but the real goal is to make it as tall as it can go. *SEE WHERE I AM GOING*
Of course when it comes down to it all, there really is only one way to make pottery, by using your HANDS.
I can assure you Kyu has really good handskills. IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
No wonder Mimi's such a happy man. /SHOT.

Hyuk on the other hand. Well he's a real......he broke it in half. He friggin broke it in half, but that was before he flung it off the pottery wheel in such a splat way. *tsk tsk* DongHae what have you been through D;
By all means I think they would have more talent in sculpting designer brand dildos. *what?*

:) Henry tweeted again today. More selcas, this is just alittle bit more special cos I spy with my evil eyes, Evil Kyu stare.
FFF It's so cute but hell I could only come up with crap assumptions as to why he's behaving that way but I'll just assume Henry did something unforgivable like maybe ~~eating cake out of ZhouMi's face~~ beating him in some hardcore manly game.

Stupid moment of the day.
Confusing JYJ Junsu with 2PM Junsu's twitter account. Stupidest moment of my life when I found out I was tweeting to 2PM JunSu most of the time while assuming it's JYJ JunSu.
Okay it's confusing enough I'll leave it at that and holehshit I am finally following JunHo. Took me ages to follow up and gah I think I've redeemed byself back those baka points.

So high on JunBros right now.
Can't get enough of these two, I've literally raped the JunBros tag on tumblr dry to the last page. hurhurhur.

Aights, time for bed; I've had enough spazzing for the day.

Oh and I marathon Smurfs at work. Don't judge me.

My new found hero and AMGYAY EVERYONE PUT YOUR HANDS UP.

2011-06-21T11:26:00.016+08:00

Currently listening to: I Can't - 2PM

I've come here to announce my official newfound hero.
This hero of mine is a very special being.
One is the fact he isn't human and he's pretty much an import from Tumblr.
He goes by the name of Shipper Squirrel and to put it simply, he is a picture of a squirrel placed over a background of alternating shades of orchid purple, with captions at the top and bottom.

He goes by a law so strong; I'm drawn in endlessly to his shameless shipping ways. This could easily be a religion on it's own.

*sigh* This is what I've been telling everyone about Korean boybands. Why do you not get my logic? Shipper Squirrel understands and feels my pain. Let there be enlightment!
Thus the story of KyuMi and HenMin goes on and onnnnnnnn coughhhh~~

Okay fine I admit it, this is so damn sad but YES I get excited over slashy smut fics in particular those posted over at inkfades which I never get bored of D;

Now you see how this goes. Your favourite can NEVER be wrong in a ship. ANY ship in particular. This how I could easily swap Kyu with Mi and Min and still be sane. Or how Henry could be easily swapped with Wook or Min depending on my mood :D
The list goes on!

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT NOTE OF THE WEEK.

"HANDS UP" ALBUM AND MV RELEASE FUCK YEAH.

THIS. THIS. THIS.
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up!!
Aight guys, at first I was really skeptical about this track since it was like hmm so-so at first but after a few listens it's stuck in my brain like ff.
Love it. Sohee's cameo in this was cute and adds a nice touch to the whole men pimping in the club scene :P
Junsu looks hot in this, I mean I'm sorry I play favourites but he's just so smirky in this and JUNHO. Don't even get me started with that kid *well I will but later*

RED HAIR.
My latest obsession/fetish would be RED hair. I'm raising white flags in humble surrender; look at ZhouMi. look at Hyunseung from B2ST. RED HAIR. LOVE. OH AND LIKE RED PANTS. DAMN SU. DAMN.

Back to topic, Junho's first look on that yacht was like this-is-going-to-be-good.
Then came Junho getting out of the limo LIKE A BOSS. My eyes they shine.
Then came the look at the club. Blinging my eyes out and what is with that odd geometrical print jacket? CUTE.
Oh and a dash of Shades? Adds 100 points to the whole hey-I'm-a-badboy kind of look. Can never go wrong with that :P

NOTE WORTHY HAIR goes to Taec. Defies gravity and adding on that top that screams Tron with the amount of LEDs stuck onto it.
Nickhun is well Nickhun. Charming as always and looks good in everything he wears.
Wooyoung. Hmm. BLOND. Thats' always good, but I nothing more to say ORZ.
Chansung is so subdued here despite wearing alot of red! Usually he's always IN MY FACE in most of videos; maybe the lack of in my face is getting to me.
Lately I'm finding him more and more ugh worthy, I don't like this. I don't like to not like certain members of a group. Our chemistry isn't working so well, I think Chansung should revert himself to his old Kanjani8 *inside joke with my mum* image from 10/10. I could still find him awesome back then but not now.

Random shiz to share, in one scene Chansung and WooYoung sort of 'disappear' for a moment and I'm all whoa hey where did they go?
Hmph, Taec takes this opportunity to 'backstep' them while Junbros and Nichkhun pimp out the dance floor.
CLASS.
I also see alot of colourful alchohol and whatnot; no wonder JunHo's so high, with the amount of rainbows he's ingested I can't see why he isn't radiating happy beams already.

Just another add on rant/complaint/semi outbirk right here.
People. STOP comparing Hands Up with High High.
Gosh, your point of argument is not valid.
Just because they shot the video in a club, having fun and all that good shit; why is it plagarism of an idea from High High? Could you please clarify this for me?

Honestly, isn't that what you do in a club? Dance? Feng tau, act pimp, drink your ass off and hit on girls? *for them men*
Here you're saying it as if you're expecting them to pole dance, strip or any of that kinky shit to be different.
People need to be less harsh and just see groups for what they are. What is with all this oh I think BB's better cos they are cooler. DIFFERENT GENRE. HOW DO?
Look me in the eye and tell me it's not the biasness talking. We do it all the time to pride on our idols *may this be unintentional OR intentional* but there's a fine line between being protective and being a downright troll. Get it right before making statements that don't work like how you can't find Shindong's name on SJ-M wiki. REALLY?

Pushing rants aside, let's talk about the album as a whole.

There's alot of really addictive tracks on 'Hands Up' but I particularly favor 'Hot' and 'Electricity (220v Remix)'. I feel like dancing just listening to it.
My JunBros have made me so proud, sobs so in love with Junsu's voice in 'Hot'. Eargasms I tell you!
As far as my knowledge goes, 'Electricty' first debuted in Dream High during a certain Taec scene and this is the official release of the track. Well that's good to hear!

'Give it to me' is....er...okay it's good. Thank the lord it isn't as cringe worthy as 'All Night Long' back from 1:59PM. THAT WAS. Oh god my face just burns as red as JunSu's damn pants thinking about it orz.
"모르니" (Moreuni), I think one of the other note worthy tracks, old school and has a feel good factor when you listen to it!
"영화처럼" (YeongHwaCheoRom) is the ballad of the album. Hmm I'm not really feeling it; so far one of my favourite sentimental songs from them would be "I Can't" which I threw a video at the bottom for your listening pleasure.

I bet I've already mentioned this before in some idol rant post back there somewhere but I'm gonna repeat myself because it's a put off.
Inserting tracks into an ALBUM that has already been released as a SINGLE readily available for LEGAL purchase.
What is with that?
When you rip a CD there's gonna be at least 3-4 repeats in your library. Messes up your album lists, playlists and all that. WHY JYP? WAE YOU MAKE ME CRY!?
I think it's safe to say you can easily drop off repeating tracks sometimes, it's not really fun to sort out files in iTunes. *actually I hate doing that, therefore my iPod is considered an enemy of mine, WMP my life.*

Aight, enough of these rants.
Hottest, get said album, spam *with this I mean it with some sense* your fangirl comments on their videos and spread good word to every social networking platform you have.
2PM DAEBAK! Welcome back boys, welcome back!

Henry and I wish you all a good night.
Have awesome dreams *look sweet dreams don't cut it anymore* and when I mean awesome they better be shit good. Dreaming is bliss that you only get when you sleep.
Speaking of which I can never seem to dream whatever I want LAWL, it's kinda depressing sometimes but it just means I gotta sleep more to just try and get that dream I want lololol! :D

_{Come here, come here, let me move your body baby!
Give it to me, give it give it to me!}
I'm telling you, go listen to "Electricity" those damn lines have been stuck in my head like germs ;__;
~~DIRTY.~~

Daily dose of fluff.

2011-06-21T03:29:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to : Beautiful - DongHae Super Show 2 Solo

I die so hard at how Mimi fanboy's and spazzes all over the place! XDD
LOOK AT THAT AIR CHU!~~~~~~
OMG SO CUTE QmQ

And to end it all :P

Super 8 definitely Gr8

2011-06-20T00:30:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to: Zhoumi solo - 天黑黑

Today's plans were actually to watch Green Lantern; I knew this plan was off by a mile since everyone's flocking to the cinemas just to watch this and yeah weekend crowds.
So in the end we went for Super 8.
2 weeks back during a mini Street Fighter tournament that one of my lecturers organized, I heard Uncle and MC talking about this movie.

To embarassingly sum up the amount of knowledge I have about Super 8 is well uh it's about Aliens.
*Pretty close to nil but not really there.*

So picture me and my mum going in all excited, babbling on how awesome the movie is going to be, spazzing over all the trailers of what's up for the rest of the year, going all "OMG we have to watch this" and so forth, then the film rolls and she asks me, "Actually what's this movie about again?"

OHLOL. I love my mum xD;

Let's cut this story short:
Yes, it's about aliens and yes, it's Science Fiction *Do you expect less from Spielberg?*
However on the side it includes great humour, great suspense, a loveable cast of children who have big dreams, drinking soda in the middle of a war field and zombies.
Would I recommend this film to anyone?
Actually yes, I really would. It's a lighthearted movie that you will enjoy by laughing your ass off and at the same time your heart could skip a beat with all the suspense! Great stuff!

Of course for those who are curious, you could easily go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super_8_%28film%29 to find out more, HOWEVER BE WARNED, IT IS VERY SPOILERIFIC, don't read if you want a surpise when you watch it :D

On a random note I suddenly feel the urge to announce my curiousity as to where is Percy Jackson?
I loved Lightning Thief and was 100% hoping for a sequel, apparently there were plans but where are they at now? I'm still waiting!
Logan Lermann has to make a comeback! Well at least he's in Three Musketeers, that's better than nothing!

Insert:
I would like to thank all the people who drop comments and give me opportunities to do commissions up on DA.
I'm not sure if any of you read my blog but it's really because of you guys that I keep trying my best.
Just yesterday I kept thinking to myself; why am I doing this? I'm honestly going nowhere in terms of skills and improvement. I don't see myself being successful in this trade and all that shit but when you tell me you love a piece or just fav it! I feel like it's worth my time, it feels like I've made someone happy; someone smile. I hope that I can just art on the emotions of making people happy because I think that's one of the biggest rewards anyone could give to me. T_T <3
I'm really grateful for all the support given to this really whiny childish piece of potato sack ;_;

NEWS JUST IN
remember that rant I had yesterday about SJM merchandise?
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?
HENRY
ZHOUMI
HATE
ME
...
Well maybe YESASIA does since we've stopped buying merchandise from them.
For the first time in my life I actually feel like crying for not being able to own merchandise.
Did you read that right?
Yeah you did.
I'm that childish.
YesAsia is all fine and dandy when it comes to having merchandise, but what kills me the most is that they are ridiculously overpriced due to exchange rates and shipping is a killer after their readjustment.
Paying RM30 or more for a folder or a card case is...god I'll shut up now.

*SIGH* I'm like so emo right now. I really want something about Henry =/ or ZhouMi.
Whatever happened to Strings and Mitang pride? /wallows in lame excuses and priorities. T_T

WHAT. A. DAY.

Got to pull myself together!

2011-06-18T20:55:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Blaine - I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You.

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT, Why the cheese am I getting all excited over these things!
I would've believed that I grew out of collecting all these merchandise of Kpop idols. FF-FF
/I point all these fingers towards Henry and ZhouMi. ALL OF THEM.
Gotta love how Henry's folder is BLUE and Mimi's is taht ugh shade of Magenta. ONORE! What are they trying to hint here?!

THE CHEESIEST thing ever. Mugs.
Oh lord why mugs, just so you can drink out of your idols heads?
...okay well that didn't come out so right.
B-B-BUT Henry's cup is BLUE, thats a shit good enough reason to even have the urge to own one /cries a million rivers.
Look. PINK = Min. MAGENTA = MiMi. PURPLE = Kyu.
What's with all these uke uke I'm so xiaojie colors people!?
Where they be those manry colors?!

And the one that tops all.
Pocket books.
Urgh I curse my weakness for nice looking stationery. *gasp my secret is out*
Okay color swapping all these but heck Min gets Blue <3 Love this range of books orz I want to collect it in pairings fff cos I'm stupidly loyal that way hurrrr ¬_¬
Currently Artblocking like a boss.
Everything is coming out like a mess for me and I'm honestly dead serious about cosing genderbend! Stocking sometime this year. Maybe CF. Maybe not. IDK. I'm just high right now therefore out of my mind straight into blog typing moment.
*imagine me spewing these words out of my mouth at top speed*
BUT YES, I'm all /o/ over this idea. Cos I'm epic syok sendiri.

The first released image of Ouran Live Action have been thrown out; so can I just jiiiii really loud!?
My Takagi twins TOGETHER as Hikaru and Kaoru. GOD IT LOOKS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I EXPECTED. *GekiBlue PRIDE*
And Chiba-chan as Hunny senpai so shit spot on ;A; /oh I swim in fangirl puddles.
At least ONE of the Gosei members are hitting it somewhere! /Minus Hamao's roles in velvet chocolate standard BL movies.

As for everyone else:
Nakamura Masaya – Mori (Takashi Morinozuka)
Daito Shunsuke – Kyoya Ootori
Takagi Shinpei – Hikaru Hitachin
Takagi Manpei – Kaoru Hitachiin
Chiba Yudai – Honey (Mitsukuni Haninozuka)
Ryusei Ryo – Umehito Nekozawa

I'm beginning to think both people chosen for Kyoya and Mori might turn out pretty alright; still awaiting for more releases 8D
I'll be drooling over YamaYuusu for a bit as well heh heh~

BUT the thing that could easily erk people off is. well. UNIFORM COLOR. Ouran's signature color T_T;

OH OH OH *flails* and GOD Season Finale of GLEE.
NINJA! SAMCEDES made me jiiii so hard. How unexpected and dawwww ;A;

"It's like a three way date, just not the dirty kind"

Gosh, I've officially exhausted my remaining amount of adrenaline rush.
Therefore;
I shall shut up.

GOOD DAY.

DA FUUUUUUU.

2011-06-17T13:14:00.009+08:00

Currently listening to: Whatever that dude whose sitting behind me is listening to orz

FFFUUUUU ITS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I'VE BEEN THIS EXCITED OVER HAMAO. GODDAMMIT FALDSLD'ALD;LSA'DLSA;D.
A good company knows what fans want and a good company will feed fangirls more fuel!
This is so flippin ;dals;'dlsa'dl;s'a now, all have to do is WAIT for some good news to drop by onto our shore.
WHICH is not helped with the blocking of MEGAUPLOAD.
FFFF. PEOPLE, I RAGE.
This is like taking away more than half of the world and burying it into hell.
Suckiest move. EVER.

"SAY WHAT, Why did we not know about this said obsession!?"

Lately I've gone back in PSG mode, making some merch from this fandom for CF as well :')
OH, And I'm like super backside itchy wanna cos Genderbend Stocking T^T'
How do?!
I should seriously clean up my priority list for cosplays *sigh* I have too many plans and shit and no time / funds to do so =/

"I smell alot of excuses. I ish not amused"

I've been spending most of my time on twitter and FB whilst neglecting my duties as a responsible blogger. *nods*
BUT REALITY wise, most of my time is spent at work, since I start work at 9am and finish at 7 ish - 8 sometimes even later; my spare time is already taken up.
Less drawing time, less gaming time, less fangirling time :P But I enjoy working, it's a great experience!

Kamen Rider OOO has gotten super interesting, Gotou finally became Birth *fistpump*.
Gosh am I the only one who sees Gotou as a hero!? LOLOLOL.

*fistpumpin' pumpin' x OMGYAY! *

To sloppily finish this post, I've been:
1) Preparing CF Merch / Fandoms
2) Replaying FF Tactics on Emulator
3) Saving up for Verte's body *CLOSE. SO DAMN CLOSE*
4) Stuffing my face and catching up with the latest movies.
5) Falling sick and currently on the road to recovery.
6) Still fapping over SJM.

DURHURHURHUR.
Genderbend!Stocking DO WANT. butwheretofindthemsocks?! TAT

Super Shit long bias list.

2011-06-10T12:36:00.003+08:00

Got this off Tumblr, really long and kinda spammy :P
Yes, I'm hardcore when it comes to playing favourites, I admit this; however my judgement changes if I see them doing something I find attractive :P

Just so you know, Henry is my ultimate ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

LET'S START:

1. Siwon (Super Junior)

2. Donghae (Super Junior)

3. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

4. Kibum (Super Junior)

5. Kangin (Super Junior)

6. Leeteuk (Super Junior)

7. Eunhyuk (Super Junior)

8. Ryeowook (Super Junior)

9. Sungmin (Super Junior)

10. Han Geng (Super Junior)

11. Heechul (Super Junior)

12. Shindong (Super Junior)

13. Yesung (Super Junior)

14. Zhou Mi (Super Junior)

15. Henry Lau (Super Junior) ♥♥♥ FFF

16. G-DRAGON (BigBang )

17. TOP (BigBang)

18. Daesung (BigBang)

19. Taeyang (BigBang)

20. Seungri (BigBang)

21. Jaebeom (2PM)

22. Nichkhun (2PM)

23. Taecyeon(2PM)

24. Wooyoung (2PM)

25. Junsu (2PM)

26. Junho (2PM)

27. Chansung (2PM)

28. Max Changmin (TVXQ)

29. Xiah Junsu (TVXQ)

30. Micky Yoochun (TVXQ)

31. U-Know Yunho (TVXQ)

32. Hero Jaejoong (TVXQ)

33. Joon (MBLAQ)

34. Seungho (MBLAQ)

35. G.O (MBLAQ)

36. Mir (MBLAQ)

37. CheonDoong/Thunder (MBLAQ)

38. DongWoon (BEAST)

39. Yoseob (BEAST)

40. Junhyung(BEAST)

41. HyunSeung (BEAST)

42. DooJoon (BEAST)

43. GiKwang/AJ (BEAST)

44. Hongki (FTI)

45. Jonghun (FTI)

46. Minhwan (FTI)

47. Jaejin (FTI)

48. Seunghyun (FTI)

49. Lee Seunggi

50. Lee Minho

52. Kim Bum

53. Taemin (SHINee)

54. Jonghyun (SHINee)

55. Minho (SHINee)

56. Onew (SHINee) ♥♥

57. Key (SHINee)

58. HyunJoong (SS501)

59. YoungSaeng (SS501)

60. JungMin (SS501)

61. KyuJong (SS501)

62. HyungJoon (SS501)

63. Song Joong Ki

64. Jang Geun Suk

65. LeeU (F.Cuz)

66. Jinon (F.Cuz)

67. Yejun (F.Cuz)

68. Kan (F.Cuz)

69. Wonbin (ex- FT Island)

70. ChangHyun (SHU-I)

71. MinHo (SHU-I)

72. Inseok (SHU-I)

73. HyunJoong (SHU-I)

74. Jinseok (SHU-I)

75. Ha MinWoo (ZE:A)

76. Hwang KwangHee (ZE:A)

77. Jung HeeChul (ZE:A)

78. Moon JunYoung (ZE:A)

79. Park HyungShik (ZE:A)

80. Im SiWan (ZE:A)

81. Kim TaeHun (ZE:A)

82. Kim DongJun (ZE:A)

83. Kevin Kim (ZE:A)

84. Shin SooHyun (U-KISS)

85. Alexander (U-KISS)

86. Kim Kibum (U-KISS)

87. Eli (U-KISS)

88. Lee KiSeop (U-KISS)

89. Kevin Woo (U-KISS)

90. Shin DongHo (U-KISS)

91. Bi Rain

92. Changmin (2AM)

93. Jinwoon (2AM)

94. Seulong (2AM)

95. Jokwon (2AM)

96. CL (2NE1)

97. Minzy (2NE1)

98. Bom (2NE1)

99. Dara (2NE1)

100. Taeyeon (SNSD)

101. Sooyoung (SNSD)

102. Seohyun (SNSD)

103. Tiffany (SNSD)

104. Hyoyeon (SNSD)

105. Jessica (SNSD)

106. Sunny (SNSD)

107. Yuri (SNSD)

108. Yoona (SNSD)

109. Yonghwa (CN Blue)

110. Jungshin (CN Blue)

111. Jonghyun (CN Blue)

112. Minhyuk (CN Blue)

113. Kim Ah-Joong

114. Park Gahee (After School)

115. UEE (After School)

116. Bekah (After School)

117. Kim Jung-ah (After School)

118. Lee Jooyeon (After School)

119. Yoo Soyoung (ex-After School)

120. Raina (After School)

121. Nana (After School)

122. Lizzy (After School)

123. Park Gyuri (KARA)

124. Han Seungyeon (KARA)

125. Nicole (KARA)

126. Goo Hara (KARA)

127. Kang Jiyoung (KARA)

128. So Hee (Wondergirls)

129. Sun Ye (Wondergirls)

130. Sun Mi (ex-Wondergirls)

131. Ye Eun (Wondergirls)

132. YooBin (Wondergirls)

133. Eunjung (T-ara)

134. Hyomin (T-ara)

135. Ji-Yeon (T-ara)

136. Soyeon (T-ara)

137. Boram (T-ara)

138. Q-ri (T-ara)

139. Victoria (f(x))

140. Amber (f(x))

141. Luna (f(x))

142. Sulli (f(x))

143. Krystal (f(x))

144. Mika(D-NA)

145. Hyunmin(D-NA)

146. Karam(D-NA)

147. Injoon(D-NA)

148. Jay(D-NA)

149. Jihyun(4Minute)

150. Hyunah(4Minute)

151. Gayoon(4Minute)

152. Jiyoon(4Minute)

153. Sohyun(4Minute)

154. Woohyun (Infinite)

155. Myungsoo / L (Infinite)

156. Dongwoo (Infinite)

157. Sungyeol (Infinite)

158. Hoya (Infinite)

159. Sungjung (Infinite)

160. Sunggyu (Infinite)

161. Lee Hyori

162. JeA (Brown Eyed Girls)

163. Narsha (Brown Eyed Girls)

164. Miryo (Brown Eyed Girls)

165. Ga In (Brown Eyed Girls)

166. Park Jungah (Jewelry)

167. Seo In Young (Jewelry)

168. Kim Eun Jung (Jewelry)

169. Ha Joo Yeon (Jewelry)

170. BoA

171. Young Sky (Oneway)

172. Chance (Oneway)

173. Peter (Oneway)

174. Lina (CSJH/The Grace)

175. Dana (CSHJ/The Grace)

176. Sunday (CSHJ/The Grace)

177. Stephanie (CSJH/The Grace)

178. Fei (Miss A)

179. Jia (Miss A)

180. Suzy (Miss A)

181. Min (Miss A)

182. Changjo (Teen Top)

183. C.A.P (Teen Top)

184. Ricky (Teen Top)

185. Chunji (Teen Top)

186. L.Joe (Teen Top)

187. Niel (Teen Top)

188. Jinhong (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

189. Wanchul (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

190. Seunghyeong (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

191. Mansoo (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

192. Haneul (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

193. Hyeonseong (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

194. Hojun (DoubleB21-Sky Unit)

TOTAL: 27

DAHAHA 8P Now you know. My biases well!

Haulin' Day. Holiday. Get it?

2011-06-04T16:40:00.005+08:00

No? Okay fine bad joke was bad anyway ^^;

Currently listening to: Hot Chelle Rae - Tonight Tonight

Went down to KLCC after a long time! Just had to shop at UNIQLO, which could easily be the other reason why we would head down to KL right now...OTHER than Kinokuniya, well that's not an option anymore, it's a must :D

And to my surprise I managed to get a pretty good haul today! /just for you to know, I don't really buy clothes like EVER. I could easily buy some new things during CNY and wear them for the rest of the year until the next CNY and repeat orz;

Fell head over heels in love with this print. It's so friggin cute and finally I got a piece of vintage that I've been obsessed with ;o;

A close up of little birdies :) Mm yes BLUE.

Cream coloured French inspired Art? LOVE LOVE LOVE.
Of late, I've been nothing but getting giddy over the color cream, swirls and immense amounts of details. *look blog background!*
Couldn't resist this shirt, it was really sweet *badpun*

SURPRISE SURPRISE!
I only heard that UNIQLO had collaborated with One Piece which I would like to point out that they have AWESOME. Shirts. So damn cool, wished I was part of the fandom just so I could get one hngh!
Back to topic, I was super dalsd'als'ds when I found out they have Naruto tees, to further feed my inner otaku, I caved in and got myself one. I will wear it with pride; which makes me wonder if there was a Gaara one! o3o;;

If any big brains of UNIQLO is reading this line, PLEASE COLLAB WITH REBORN.
I would camp outside to get Yama and Goku Tees or Bel TAT! You would rob me blindly in daylight and I would still be laughing!

The other collabs like Evangelion, Pirates of the Carribean, Disney, Barbie, Looney Tunes, DragonBall were also available, BUT THE GOLD.
GOES TO:

BIG BANG. FRIGGIN BIG BANG TEES IN MAH HANDS IN MAH CLOSET ON MAH BODEH.
GOSH I actually thought I wouldn't get to own one for myself since I missed the chance when they brought it in for the other branch of UNIQLO!

BUT OH GOD THESE. Without a doubt, it was like a MUST GET. Pretty bummed out that they didn't have anymore hoodies available T^T I would so get SeungRi's BLUE hoodie nyuuu :(
Due to special sale, I was allowed to get 2 BB T's :)))

Kudos to these guys who make awesome tags. Great quality, hard glossy card, fun to collect 8D

Treated my mum and grandma to cupcakes from Bisou *since I got my first paycheck some time back* :')
Ever since Rae bought me one for my birthday I've been headover heels in love with them.
Ah, but of course that was the only time I ate it, until now that is hehe :)

My grandma's cuppie~ I only know it's coffee flavoured, cant remember the name :P

Got myself a Red Velvet. Mmmmm, I love Red Velvet, they make heavenly cream cheese frosting, tastes so damn good.
With a little heart as well :P Goes out to Henry, who might enjoy this; nevermind I ate it on your behalf huahuahua~

My mum wanted to be special, she didn't want a cupcake -3-
So she got herself a slice of Carrot cake thingy, well technically it IS carrot cake but they just had some fancy kirakira name :P

Found so much fluffy shit in PLAY magazine ideks which issue.
Such praise worthy scans and hnghh HyukMin looking so damn adorable beside each other here!!

SuJu + M currently at Indonesia!
Credits go the the person who took this, I died and went to HenMi heaven.
I'm so in love with these two, seeing Mimi being all dawww Gege mode over Henry is the sweetest thing ever. EVER. Defeats a million cupcakes per second.
Why is it that I rarely see these two together? Oh yes, KyuHyun doesn't like sharing dududududu~

And, and, and I modded my Den-O Belt today ;D
okay so it's not really a big deal but I'm like all heee I can finally wear it now /o/

Alright got to run, feeling super sleepy right now orz
Good night and have awesome fangirl (fanboy if..there are any o3o) dreams you guys!

I NEED TO WORK ON A BANNER /fantois at self.

Friday Friday, Gotta get down on Friday!

2011-06-03T18:21:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Friday- Glee cast version

Yes, I'm aware there's like A MILLION other songs that could be stuck in my head atm but nope, it's gotta be Friday~ FUN FUN FUN.
I'm so not attached to Rebecca Black's version, Glee does it and does it WELL.
It's catchy, addictive and the best of all not monotonous =_=~

Internship is like eating up most of my daily life :) I don't mind it, I enjoy working and all, but sometimes I wished I had like some extra hours on hand to do things that I've like put on a list!

So far everything is pretty routine, which is good! Cos I don't like it when I don't have a plan :D
Wake up, breakfast with mum, office, lunch with colleagues, work til 7, home, Dinner, TV and erm yeah online or watch some TV before sleep.
As for current fandoms, SuJuM is still topping my chart. If it ain't Henry, it's Zhoumi sometimes it's both, sometimes it's HenMin, sometimes its KyuMi. Life is good :')

Hoarding scans like a mother toot. I've so much of my Toku boys and SJM biases, I wanna make more icons, I wanna make a new banner and and urgh so many things to dooooo Y so little time?!
Like yeah I have these whol bunch of ideas on working out HenMin / KyuMin fanart all that shit but I don't have nothing solid yet T^T
Lately I've started to experiment with Paint Tool SAI because I need GOOD lineart. Yes I do... and uh the results aren't coming out like I expected it to be hurhurhurhur.
Practice makes perfect I guess!

Drew some AWKWARD HenMi yesterday? Two days back? Orororo totally not what I wanted to happen but squishing your two ultimate biases into a piece is like. NOMS.
/self pampering hehe.

Havent been playing any games lately, feels kinda mundane, I really want to get back into MMORPG's like Maple or something, but everytime I do I'm not dedicated enough to play many hours. blargh, sucks to be me!

I'm way behind on chasing Goukaiger and OOO as well!

LOOK. IT'S FINALLY RED/BLUE. FINALLY. Oh oh oh and shit there were other scans from Hero Vision 40 (?) that had so much love between Yamada Yusuke and Taito.
So fucking fluffy I could die. OH and with CATS too. Really? What exactly is Hero Vision when you have two top villians posing with fluffy kittens?!
Gosh, Japan loves their fans muchly!

Let's see, what else should I write about? Man, I have been MIA on blogger lately, ideks why I don't have much to say ^^;;
/okay maybe cos I refuse to share office stories here dohoho.

[TOOK OFF MY BLOG BANNER FOR A BIT. WILL WORK ON SOMETHING 8D]

So like you know.

2011-05-30T22:03:00.007+08:00

Currently listening to: Zhoumi's Solo - 3 AM

Here I am contemplating on which note to start on.
A good note or a bad note.
Well I guess it's always good to have a happy ending than a bad one right?
So here we go.

I didn't know any of this just until an hour ago.
Got my updates from MalaysiaELF twitter account saying that...
there are Malaysian artists that...are well hating on the boys.
Which boys? Super Junior M of course.
Last Saturday the boys were in town to perform for Hari Belia and yes this was a really big event for us ELFs.

Right after it all, there be people finding local artists tweeting really rude comments about the boys.
I'll keep things under covers, but honestly I felt kind of embarassed by all of this negativity.
Let's just hope this won't be a reason to make SuJu NOT want to come to Malaysia anymore aight? :'(

As for the good news, I'm proud of the boys during Hari Belia.
SUPER PROUD, despite lacking of DongHae and ShiWon, the remaining 6 of them were dressed up all so perfectly form head to toe looking oh so snazzy in their suits and awesome tight white pants.

Henry was so super adorable that night, and with SungMin they were a deadly pair. *3*

ZhouMi, *sigh* He was such a gentleman that night *_* For those who have stalked for updates would know he knelt down on one knee and kissed a fan's hand dohohoho!

Last but not least, my pride and joy bb sang his solo 'Off My Mind' live on stage for the first time! Wooooo I'm so proud of you Henry, you don't know how happy I am to know you've stepped foot another time here.
Honestly I used to think you disliked Malaysia, don't ask me why, I just think you don't enjoy coming here.
Until you said "I don't want to leave Malaysia", maybe I'm just gulliable, but I really take your words to heart Ry, I really do.
I hope to see you once again in the near future, til then I'll always be supporting you as your Strings!

====

Sometimes i wished people could listen to themselves talking.
The arrogance that you don't see, the naivety that you don't know about and the pressure that you put on others.
Life is very difficult to live, even when you try to see the positivity in everything you do.
I officially hate thinking right now.

SO much for being positive! /shakesfist

One year baby

2011-05-29T23:31:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Ruri no Ame - Alice Nine

Hey little man, Happy 16th to you :)
Time flies and it's already one year that you've been here with me.
Sometimes I really think I mistreat you when compared to Azure and Jaune *laughs* But I hope you know I still love you very much and hey don't bottle too much in your heart :)

Currently I'm too broke to buy you a present, I apologize. Of course a boy of your standard deserves something branded at least but I promise to get you a pair of your most coveted wing tipped Gentleman shoes, just not now :')
Besides, you have Azure as your 'present' is that not good enough? *cough bad encouragement cough*

And because you are one year older, I do hope you'll be able to grow up into a fine gentleman just like Mimi *^_^ *You already have the legs, just work on being a man OH AND MANNERS YOU BLARDY---!*

Also, since its your special day, Jaune told me she won't abuse you.
However it's only for today, so tough luck ;P

_{Rouge, je t'aime :')}

Not sure if anyone noticed this but Jaune got new eyes!
Gaahh after so long! She's finally completed! *rabu rabu* I'm so in love with these eyes, LUTS you gain my love more and more everyday!

I apologize for traumatizing any people out there who find floating heads creepy :O
And jyeah, even Verte got LUTS glass eyes. LOVE LOVE LOVE. It's my first time ever to own a pair of 18mm! They are so heavy and big *_* I'm so surprised at the quality of the eyes, if ever in the future there's a G.O I'm so totally ordering another pair of blue eyes for Azure and a pair of red ones for Rouge *he's the only one atm whose using acrylics cough.*
And LUTS SD wig. I LOVE IT. Wonderfully stretchy rubber wigcap *_* nice style and hnghh looks so good on Verte. FML I'm so excited to get his body now! Gonna super ganba!

A much needed update over here!

2011-05-23T22:22:00.010+08:00

Currently listening to: Judas - Lady Gaga

Stuck in my head on replay. I'm so going to learn the dance cos it's highly contagious!

Ah! Where do I start? C2AGE was a blast! All new experiences learnt, first time cosplay wasn't as much of a fail as I thought it would be TwTb! and indeed after a few times I still love doing commissions for people, I really hope to improve as much as I can by the time CF comes!

Sadly there's only one picture I could find of my Gokudera cos on Day 1 :P Maybe because I was sitting at the booth most of the time plus my outfit isn't exactly a showstopper xD;
I'm really pumped up about doing various versions of Gokudera for upcoming events, yappari I love Goku's character too much!
Tentatively I might work on a Varia Arc Gokudera and a TYL Gokudera with a mafia suit <3
My other KHR plans would be TYL Bel :')

On Day 1 there was a booth that sold alot of anime merchandise, and to my luck they had ALOT of Reborn items on sale.
I totally jumped at the chance to have my very own YamaGoku folder *_* <3
It has such great quality and the compartments are so different! There are actually 3 layers in one folder, Goku layer, Yama layer and the Yamamoto and Gokudera typography at the back. Ach so in love with this, despite being pricey it's worth every fangirl cent!
To top it all off I also got myself a Gokudera badge /omg otaku face showing. Thinking back I kinda regret not getting that Dino badge as well oAo.

AND AND aaa thank you Supplier for picking up my precious T^T!
Heeee after 3 months worth of waiting, I finally have him in my hands! New Den-O is like my first ever SHF and I love him so very much.
*sigh* The things I do for you Dori. The joints are so much fun to play with, so much posing posibilities and so many option parts too! I have yet the time to fully explore the wonders of my New Den-O, hopefully this weekend morning I can catch some sunlight and have a mini photoshoot with him!

As for now, he serves as my moe moe kyun ~~meido~~raida :P /jk!
Kinda cute how these hands could be put into such good use, this was his first ever pose I took a picture of :P Aaa Koutaro, ilusomuchyes.

Hehe All Riders!
On Day 2 I went as Hino Eiji from Kamen Rider OOO, ahh I'm so unsatisfied with this!
I'll redo Eiji with a longer stick and maybe beg supplier to pinjam me his OOO driver :')
As far as my Toku plans go I'm hoping to actually do Philip in Kamen Singer version and a omgihopeitworks Nogami Koutaro T^T!
I swear to god I would dig graves to get my MacheTeddy out! 'U'

Candid shot by Adrissa, who I should thank heaps for helping me carry stuffs as we walked around /feels bad T^T!

Ahaha also saw a Yamamoto cosplayer on Day 2, such a waste he wasn't around on Day 1 T^T /Goku has no tomodachi no jyuudaime sob!

I also met alot of really nice people at C2AGE, various doujin artists and also an Obitsu owner ^_^ Ah I really like meeting people who share same hobbies/interests! It's always so much fun to talk to them!

All in all C2AGE was a great success this year, hope to see everyone again for the next event! /I really wished my nakamas from Megane Kissu was there! QmQ! Maybe next year!

Is it ever wrong to fall head over heels over Zhoumi's smile?
All I can do is just stare and smile myself :')

T_T...so good looking /paws.

Lately my Pumpkin and Mochi combo have been growing strong, Mochi has also been spotted to fully ship the love of EunHae in SJM. Everyone should get married and ShiWon can have the chance to be the priest that bestows his blessings.

Lately been watching quite alot of TV, if it isn't Glee it's most definately Masterchef Australia. So far I'm trying hard to not spoil myself for the ending of this, but at this moment my bias has to be Callum :')

NOTE TO SELF: IN DESPERATE NEED FOR A NEW BLOG BANNER AND A BLOG LOGO OR SOME SHIT. GAHH. /digs up for ideas.

_{I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby}

Aisayman.

2011-05-18T12:57:00.003+08:00

Currently Listening to : Stronger - Glee Cover

Finally last night I've officially completed props for Eiji.
It was a happy moment for me yesterday, after looking at it today it's like so off somehow T_T;
I think I might need a longer stick, but but argh!
/pushes it to one side.

If I took such a long time to make this, I don't even want to think about making MacheTeddy /fail prop maker XD; BUT I still want to cos Nogami Koutaro ;m;...../flails.

So far everything has been pretty stagnant, Go to work, home, online, sleep, repeat.
I should be more productive, should take this opportunity to er. Draw more maybe? xD;;

- TO BE CONTINUED-

Quickie

2011-05-15T05:48:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to: Safety Dance - GLEE cover

_{My feelings when I found out about it on Twitter.}

ಠ_ಠ
_{My feelings when I found out the real truth about Malaysian TV.}

I can't believe they totally cut off the kiss scene between Kurt and Blaine on Glee.
It's pretty annoying when you know it's gonna happen and you sort of had all these positive 'who knows it might get through' feelings and get totally MEH-ed off when they blatantly CUT IT OFF.
Like so distastefully cut as well, cos it was entirely obvious and the joining was. MEH. Just plain MEH.
Well at least they didn't try to censor all the lovestruck stares Blaine kept sending to Kurt, nontheless it was such a Klaine centered episode.
UNDENIABLE from start til the end!

On the other note, James got kicked off American Idol. Yes, I did shed a tear at this moment simply because he has quite an emotional background on his side and gosh I mean I've been rooting for him since the beginning of the competition and seeing him come this far. TOP 4, and...like yeah get kicked off when you're that close. It hurts, it really does hurt knowing your near yet so far.
Stay strong James, everything will work out right. *pats pats*
Now, time to go back and root for Scotty? T_T?
I don't dare to predict anything this time around, but I have a gut feeling that a girl might win this one :)

Throwing this in because I can.
I finally finished my Gokudera's props!
Dunamis Dynamites 8D
I wish I could have made more though, but my plans for materials switched REALLY last minute so I had to vomit something out since C2AGE is like. NEXT WEEK /rolls.
Inititally I thought of using a dowel, or at least a stick from a broom or something...turns out everyone got modern and you can't get them from Giant =/
So yeah, my last resort?
Toilet roll, paper mache' and...tons of glue. And yeah, I could only scavenge...4 toilet rolls :S So only 2 sticks.

The Results?

I'm happy to know the flaws don't appear much in photos, even before the photoshooping.
So I guess it's still coverable :D

This was a good experience, I'm actually realy lousy in crafting in general, but I think it didn't turn out that bad? (ò.ô)

Last but not least.
GLEE fanart.
Sorry guys, I can't resist. My newfound Gleek glory made me do it! /surrenders.

PS. Doing Chibi Commissions on C2AGE Day 1 :) Come look for me!!

Friday the 13th, GDM F.

2011-05-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: Friday - GLEE version

"Hi I'm Henry Lau and I'm four years old."

_{I'm not ready to grow up. I can't suck it up and be a man and face the world.}

Day Three

2011-05-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

Currently Listening to: -Dice- - Alice Nine

Things got even more better today.
Though I wouldn't say it was happy happy or anything. I guess I just felt really appreciative.

*sigh* I guess I'm having some self esteem issues as I go along, it's kinda hard to always keep reminding yourself that you know...you're there to learn, you're there to give it your best shot and it's sort of alright to make mistakes cos you're newly exposed.
But really, sometimes ego gets in the way and you really wish you're born perfect in every aspect possible.
However everyone knows its nearly impossible because we are human.

It's not that I can't cope with things, it's just that the atmosphere at times can be really intimidating and it feels that I'm not contributing enough to make a difference.
I guess this is just a personal issue so it really isn't "psychological abuse."
I find myself very weak when I go like hey, it's only been three days. WHAT is three days?
I don't think I should be making a big deal of it, but I still feel the need to rant abit.

Nevertheless, I can make it through this :) If I can go for three days, what is three months?
Time flies after all~

Mimi -w-~
Its Yao Yao again =3=

I feel much better now after watching Gosei vs Shinken.

*sigh* I miss the boys, I miss Ono, Bachi and Hamao. I miss Hyde, Alata and Agri :(
You know when you're attached to a series it's really difficult to not go back and reminisce good times.
I really like Goukai and all but damn I'm starting to feel they are getting so overrated...and yeah I don't like that. =/

I miss my Deka boys too. Goes to show that Ryuji (Ban) never really did cut his hair after Deka. This scan was like more than a year ago! And look at his hair in Goukai =_= the difference was just the fact it goe even thicker....
There's so much Hoji/Sen in this series of pictures, it's as if they eloped after Deka. LAWL 8D
Ban x Tetsu = Wife and Husband
Hoji x Sen = Sister in law and Brother in law :P

If Sen was this hot during his Deka days, I bet you fanservice would be so strong and Hoji would torment him every week.

Day Two

2011-05-11T00:38:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Kowloon -NINE HEADS RODEO SHOW- -Alice Nine

Today wasn't so bad, finally got the chance to talk more to my colleagues from working in a team.
At least now I match names back to a face. *WHICH IS GOOD*
The senpais were very nice enough to explain things to me and helped me out along the way with work progress as well, so I'm very grateful!
It's only day two and already learning to handle designer deadlines have already put to the test.
I'm not complaining, I find that it puts my mind at ease when I've been given work, however it's not very reassuring when you know it's a totally different ball game compared to college.
Despite having the same process, it's like. the REAL WORLD.
HAHHH. Extremely interesting yet frightening at the same time.
I'll man up and accept whatever that's given to me ヽ(ｏ`皿′ｏ)ﾉ
I can do this!

On other note, I'm back into my VK mode 8'D

Hell this is like the only thing that's keeping my energy up the whole day. *cult headbanging and weird screaming*

Gotta finish up whatever thats leftover and go to bed then /o/
Oyasumi~

Day One

2011-05-09T23:57:00.006+08:00

Currently Listening To: Silly Love Songs - Blaine [Glee Cast]

So day one of internship has come to an end.
Didn't do much today, therefore I end up feeling really guilty.
I wished I had more guts to talk to the people at my workplace, I feel really small and isolated on an island.
I find myself being too awkward in this situation, everyone is so experienced and cool, and I'm like. some mushroom.
I'm willing to try socializing but however I'm too chicken to open my mouth to ask for anything T_T;;;; /what is this I dont even.

Here's hoping that tomorrow will be a better day and I'll pick up my courage to speak out and ask for some work to do ><

Kyu's longing stare :'D

Well anyways, probably old news to many already but. I didn't know Shou, Hiroto and Saga has twitter accounts.
Was jakunated the whole morning when I found them, and they even have ameblo blogs.
WHY the hell did I not see this earlier?!
God I'm so going back to Visual Kei soon.
I think I feel alot more tougher when I'm listening to rock music than 'Silly Love Songs' *pun intended.*

I wish I could dye my hair blonde. =_=... GDM one of these days. I'm so getting my hair bleached out.

Why hello there butterflies.

2011-05-07T20:53:00.010+08:00

Currently Listening to: P.Y.T - Pretty Young Thing - Glee Cast

Starting internship officially coming Monday. Nervous as heck?
Why yes, I am.
As excited as I am about doing something new, I can't help but have ze butterflies in my tummy :')

Ughh pretty boys.

This goes up on my blog as personal reference.
I'm beginning to totally go head over heels gaga with Delf ShiWoo.
After closer inspection I think he would make a great match to my character Noir. I think far better than Volks Kanata in the current nominated spot.

Somehow I believe his eyes are big enough to match back with Violette *who will be a Volks SD Nana* and the height wouldn't be too far off either :D!
I'm liking that smirk which has attitude like oh hey I'm cocky and awesome shit. Total bullseye for Noir's personality.
I am 100% sure he would have a VERY Visual Kei inspired faceup much like Alice Nine / The Gazette.

I keep having an image of Shou in my head as a faceup reference.
The look that I'm leaning heavily to would probably be Yuri wa Aoku Saite:

OR probably the one that makes Shou look the sluttiest hohohoho.

Moving on, Noir WILL have bleached blonde hair *Originally his hair is black oh puns.* and he'll have a pair of black eyes. Suddenly with blonde, I'm jumping back into Hiroto for inspiration.
Mm yes Hiroto, brat uke with a nice hot temper? Oh dear I'm liking this as far as I'm going T^T

I'm not sure if he'll be like dirty blonde or totally platinum blonde....

Noir will have like a ton of accesories to play with and hell I'm thinking of giving him a lip ring or maybe snake bites and probably ear plug piercings too.
Dohohoho!

Style wise I'm thinking abit of leather, lots of studs, military jackets and coloured shades.
He's childish but he's pretty vain and likes to look good in clothes :)
Gahhh he should have a pair of Doc Martens GDM.

He's beginning to sound like Shou and Hiroto's lovechild -w-

Like ninja.

2011-05-06T02:07:00.008+08:00

Currently Listening to: Hey, Soul Sister - Blaine (Glee)

IDOLS.
I DONT KNOW WHY THEY DO THIS TO US.
Dori who did a supposedly "response" post to Takkun's stating that....he suddenly became Takkun's future waifu.
Therefore he is. Uehara Dori. 8D UNF.
Why are they so adorable?!
Gaahhh I'll be totally honest that I'm trying to not make myself wrist at the fact my TotaDori dreams have been crushed significantly /hides.

Dori, he is like. Telling Fanta his pre-wedding jitters. /shot.

What amuses me even more is that Dori and Takkun went to McDonalds together to have a HAPPY MEAL 8D
And so happen the toys they have are Kamen Rider! *Jelly much!*
So it was Kamen Rider W, and he says "so it's Suda-kun and Renn-kun right?" Hehehe I keep trying to relate Dori/Takkun with Suda/Renn!
My imagination is just. so great 8D

ANYWAYS. Speaking of imagination.
I just felt that need to rant out abit cos I'm disappointed :S
Yesterday while sitting on the loo *truth be told thats the only place I can get some thinking goign around* I managed to write such an 'epic' angst Hoji/Sen fic in my brain after watching Deka Episode 11. *Matching bracelets with Vino? HELLO!*
However I totally forgot how it went today zzz, I should have typed it out T^T
I think I'm doomed to ship pairings that have absolutely NO future together.
Look at Hyde x Agri. *People favor HydexAlata*
Sen x Hoji *People favor Ban x Hoji...which I can't deny cos it's pretty in your face*
Chiaki x Ryunosuke *People favor Takeru x Ryunosuke*
I think the list goes on forever and you get my point.

And of course it was angst enough to include Umeko into the blend :O
I don't have anything against her! She's really adorable and I love her to bits just hnggh I tend to favor slash pairings more :P
I think I'm starting to recall bits and pieces of things, I only know it was somewhat a one sided Hoji with a confused/fickle Sen whom both of them had this affair cough. Then he...suddenly started dating Umeko? At this point I was trying to find a reason to fill up the plothole as to why he did so hmmm!

PS: I just friggin found out that Dekablue/Hoji's actor is from AMUSE =_=
I'm officially cursed by these boys /raises white flag.
And just to add on THIS made my night :)
Yosuke Ito's reaction while watching Gokai 05! There's alot of things he said about the show and ahahah he laughed at Ban's hairrr xD
I'm so totally watching Dekaranger in full now /o/

BAH.

2011-05-05T01:56:00.003+08:00

CUrrently Listening to: Loser Like Me - Glee Cast

Manry Chiba-chan. Was so unrecognizable! orz
Sudacchi looks more and more like an imp XD! *pinches*

I'm feeling kinda meh right now, there's probably a million things i need to prepare myself for but I'm still flopping around. hurhurhur.

Officially, Henry Lau is now a star in the sky! *kira kira eyes*
Shall I take this excuse to look like a tard and stare at the stars everynight? :'D
Honestly, the dedication of fans for their idols...it's a very strong bond!
Okay i'm not making any sense anymore, I shall go to sleep and get ready for doomsday jeng jeng.

I had alot fo fun talking to Pri :) I should practice habits of talking on the phone more often, I miss my friends, I miss being able to talk to people and reminisce /what a sap.

Oyasumi~

Jealous much?

2011-05-04T00:27:00.005+08:00

Currently Listening to: Somewhere Only We Know - Blaine (GLEE)

At times like this, I totally HATE being a Scorpio.
OMG Why the hell am I so sensitive?! Why the hell am I so jealous of people?!
I don't want to, but I just can't help it!
I get upset over things that don't matter! /fans self fans self.

How the hell am I supposed to wash this feeling off my hands? /cries in a corner.
Not to mention due to my stupid Scorpio personality, I'm obsessive. I don't like sharing.
I don't like sharing people I like :S
And I don't like my personality. HOW TO CHANGE?

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I think I feel better now. :S
I THINK.

Sorry Henry =/ I do stupid things when you're involved, I blame a bad combination of Scorpio temper and A blood characteristics /dies.

Yada yada yada, My Begin's Night Shoutaro is completed *well minus the brief case if you're particular :O*
Not sure when to debut this, should try rearranging my plans haha -w-;;
I've also bought cloth for Philip's parka!
But I'm so unsure how to make it >_<
SOS anyone?!

TO BE CONTINUED :B

NOMS.

2011-04-30T23:06:00.007+08:00

Currently Listening to : Take Off - 2PM

*ignore innacurate photo choice, but you get my point!*
I finally got to try Pizza Hut's chicken wings! After so long of craving for them, huhu it gets a 100% positive review from me, the Honey BBQ sauce is so nomful!!
Yappari, fast food always tastes good T^T;!

Got my hands on some Repackaged album scans.
DURHURHUR MINNNNNN, why are you so pretty?!
*some HenMin for obvious reasons*
Gosh I want to wear eyeliner as awesome as them :( /and I'm a girl!

Just lately, I feel very jelly towards certain people.
People who can spew out compliments and all these nice words of encouragement when they write replies to idols.
How do they do it?
It's like, how do say such sweet happy sappy sappy on a daily basis?
*Maybe I just kinda ahem in the writing department D;*
I can't, I just cant! I'm unsure if this is how they like it to be but maybe it's just me being awkward again?
TRUTH BE TOLD, I feel FAKE when I write things like that.
I just don't sound sincere through my own eyes orz;

This is just weird, but if anyone who is reading this is awesome at writing nice compliments or replies to idols, throw me a tutorial or just tell me in general how do you dish out positive encouragement!

Okay I shall stop being envious now.
Envy bad, Envy makes me green :O

So to compensate for being such a jelly person,

I shall leave you. With.
And evil.
Mameshiba.

CUTENESS THAT CAN KILL!

Ouh and I still hate my hair.
/oh LIFE.

m(_ _)m oyasumi!

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EDIT

I'm uber bummed out right now.
Just read some news that the Youth concert that SJM will be performing at will be held at Putrajaya.
WHY PUTRAJAYA?
Of all places you can have it, why Putrajaya?
/cries a river. No reliable public transport, jams that can go on for miles.
I'm really bummed out, I want to go so effin badly, and now they throw this at me.
*SIGH* Henry yahhh Zhoumi yaahhh ;O;

Here we go again, I kinda wanna be more than friends.

2011-04-29T23:17:00.009+08:00

Currently Listening to: Animal - Glee Cast

"Oh oh, what are you waiting for? Take a bite of my heart tonight."

Lately I'm just so addicted to all of Glee's albums!
I managed to hit the jackpot when I found the entire release of both season albums up for download hurhurhur *dances around in happiness*

Blaine's version of Teenage Dream is totally screaming at me to draw some omgwtfbbq KyuMi that reflects this song ffuuu ~~*Mimi in skin tight jeans, drools*~~
And yes I've been looping this and Animal for a million years already, and I'm still not sick of it. /habitsssssss.

It's only 11.30pm but I'm already feeling sleepy, lately I'm not up for pulling all nighters any more...which kinda sorta sucks I guess.
*which explains the lack of updates here -w-*
I think having the stamina to stay up all night and still show up to class looking all fine and dandy is a skill that every art student / design based student should possess!
...but of course it's not good for health, but hell at least it helps in assignment progress!

The SJM website has been updated and the fan groups are going crazy sharing the pics out.

And I'm being crazy to save everyone of them down.
I'm so speechless. I love all of Henry's shots. He looks so good, and to shamelessly put it. SEX ON LEGS.
THIS picture, Oh god this really shoves it into my face.
Everything on him is so fudging perfect.

Mimi's updated pics. OH GOD MANLINER.
I don't know if this bothers anyone but I love it when ZhouMi wears this much of eyeliner. Ahaha the hell with the weird fetishes I have for him! First it was his nose, then his legs, then him with megane and now the amount of makeup he wears. God, next thing you know it'll probably be something really weird like his eyelashes or something /fail!

This was the picture that made me stare so hard.
I love it. His side profile is to die for!

Back to some serious business for a bit.
HOLY SHIT. NEWS THAT SUJUM IS COMING NEXT MONTH FFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
OMG I'M FUCKING *sorry that swear was needed* EXCITED.
IF I COULD CRY A RIVER OF PANCAKES I WOULD.
Finally, SJM in Malaysia. My bias SJM QmQ Now with Minnie and Hyuk. How do I handle this?! Goshhh to see Henry and Mimi again! OMITOFO, I really hope some info will come out soon!!
I don't care I will be childish and I will say I wanna go everyday until I get some info!
Huuuu I don't want to miss this opportunity, yes i sound so desperatee but but aaaa I would do anything for Henry and Zhoumi like right now orz;

.....speaking of which I'm going for internship soon.
/le gasp.
Suddenly I'm blanking out and wondering what should I be saying when I go for my internship interview. GAAHHH..

Speaking of eating my heart out.

SUDDENLY. Henry tweeted or more correctly spazzed about LYNCHEE.
Hahahaha so random no? Aaa but this is what is so cute about him!!

God, that really made my night, *see what I mean, when I'm about to sleep Henry tweets and I'm here staring at you guys* Silly silly boyy *pinches*

DRAINED.

2011-04-27T22:58:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: You and I Both - Jason Mraz

I feel like I've been an unproductive empty shell of late.
I dont' know...it's kinda depressing. I'm in a rut and the only thing thats giving me a jolt at the moment is stalking my SJM boys. /sadlife.
How many times have I even repeated this?!
Gosh I'm having a really annoying migraine and the internet just refuses to cooperate with me.
I should just go to bed. orz;
Sometimes I feel I see college one too many times in a week. I think I see it more than my own house right now. Ughhhh. Lazy weekends come to me.

It's been awhile since I've visited Dori's blog...maybe about a week plus?
To my surprise, my visit today was greeted with a very warm picture of Doribuu and Fanta that brightened up my day so so much <3

I should start stamping 'STALKER' on my forehead already.
DUrrhurrrr Zhoumi, why is it you can never like not put your hands on Kyu?! WHY XD and you always make it so obvious too! ( ´ ▽ ` )

If Dori can brighten my morning, Henry by all means can er...brighten up my night? *since he tends to tweet when I'm about to sleep =_=*
Well which ever way you put it, I'm always really happy when Henry tweets <3
It's like...you anticipate it everyday and suddenly when he says something...hmm its always such a nice surprise and he always likes to say he misses his fans.
SOBS. It makes me want to cry manly tears because I feel acknowledged ;o;!

Good job everyone!

2011-04-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

Currently listening to: Clap your Hands - 2NE1

And finally our Marketing chapter has come to an end. Everyone ogive yourselves a pat on the back for the job well done!
Henry approves and gives you a thumbs up X3

*sigh* HenMinnie~ Why are these two so innocent? ;w;

Yeah I'm so tired right now, not quite sure what else to say but can only I feel satisfied at the moment~ *laughs*

Off my Mind

2011-04-26T00:15:00.005+08:00

Currently watching: Miss Chic - ZhouMi solo Nanjing SS3 Fancam

Credits to respective owners~

SJM you make me so happy lately. Why isit you keep shoving fanservice in mah face?

Henry's always such an adorable boy, together with Min it's like so fluffy I CAN DIE.
And Mimi always gheis up every corner <3

OKAY, enough spazzing.
GOOD NIGHTS!

NOTE: yeah I know. I'm so hopeless, I've been doing nothing but fap over SJM's ~~mass orgy~~ so very "fake" fanservice. Yup. Yup.

BUSY!

2011-04-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

sd;lsakd;sak;dk I HAVE NO TIME TO UPDATE HERE /CRIES A RIVER.
I'll be back soon. TAT I hav one too many things to say and yet I have not much of a spazztastic mood to write it all out.
It will go away soon.

BEFORE THAT.

Iunno! I feel like succumbing into collecting more idols again!!!!!!
B1A4 are really cute and umm ahhh nuuuu I can't even tell them apart minus the fact I know I like those 2 blondes!! JinYoung and Sandeul!? :DDD
OMG. /fail of the century!

Marketing is going......quite well? I THINK TAT
OKAY BYE.

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EDIT

Henry's fringe malfunctioned XD I love Min's smile in this, he's always so sweet that way!

and...I drew ZhouMi again. /lifeless.

Gentleman Mimi Day!

2011-04-19T00:48:00.002+08:00

ヾ(＾∇＾)

Zhoumi ah! Happy Birthday!
生日快乐!!!~

....friggin rush work has no limits. I'm about to hang myself soon.

GAHHHH.

2011-04-16T21:01:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to: Kodo (Hishou version) - Yoshida Brothers

《西風的話》 from Super Junior M's repackage of Perfection.
YES. I should have seen this coming like. A MILE AWAY.
Side B, of course SM I know you couldn't resist.
Maybe I should like...order this..?
WAIT, No, I'm broke enough D;
I hope by opening commissions during C2AGE I'll be able to make SOME money T^T..
Anways, this song. Makes me feel so super holy.
If not mistaken this was first sung by KRY at a concert...not quite sure which.
I think the SJM version has only Ryeowook, Zhoumi and KyuHYun? Or maybe I'm just mistaken /runs back for a listen.

Tres bien, my internet being an eternal JERK. So difficult to follow up on updates with assignments. MEHHH.

headdesk

2011-04-13T22:50:00.004+08:00

Internet being so anal right now.

Could you blame me for doodling Henry today?
After yesterday's radio show I've felt that my social link with him and Zhoumi has leveled up :D

Nothing much to say, I'm just really busy with college stuffs while chasing down SJM pairings nonsense.
As busy as I'm supposed to be, I can't help but have a strange feeling about my current assignment progress. /odd.

A night to remember

2011-04-13T01:39:00.003+08:00

(ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ
BEING ABLE TO HEAR ZHOUMI AND HENRY LIVE ON RADIO. Really made. MY NIGHT.

I wanna take you out tonight, I'm gonna make you feel alright

2011-04-12T03:38:00.005+08:00

Currently listening to: New in Town by Little Boots

Aaaaaa.aaaaaa Zhoumi's xiaojie pose and skinny legs aaaaaa.

OMG RANT =_=
I think I've gained weight gaah, after working so hard to keep it off now I've probably gained it back in a blink of an eye /somuchfail.
Now i need to work 600x harder than before :S

EDIT
So yesterday MC, Supplier, Bobonut and I went to TS for a Kamen Rider filled shopping spree :DDD

GDM I'm like so high right now becauseeeeeeeeee

*tadaaa*
I got my Den-O belt. FINALLYYY (ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ
After so long of searching, I have my hands on it huaaaaa!
I will totally nerd out this post so...I apologize if anyone thinks I'm a loon D;

/o/ MomoUraKinRyuuuu. PAH, I know the pictures are so BJD box opening-gy, I guess I've experienced too much of it orz

I highly regard packaging as one of the main reasons as to why people buy products, I mean when you really look at it things that have nice design / nice efficient packing really takes the cake on many accounts!
Look at how professionally packed it is, even if it's a "toy" D8!!

The super coveted Rider Pass ( ´ ▽ ` )!!!! I really like the weight of it, it was heavier than I expected it to be and that's always a good thing!

Closer look on the belt details, Bandai you never fail to impress me. Wanted to get myself a belt extension from Time Machine but was just recently sold out :( Looks like I got to find my own means of modding it~ (’-’*)

Sword, Rod, Axe and Gun form. Mmmm lightssss, mmmm sounddddd /easily amused.

Got a free...poster xD;; Maybe I shall just paste it up on my wall kekeke

Before that we had our sort of religious Gacha run.
Tajyadoru is mine, CJextreme Gold was given to me by Supplier, Birth was traded with MC for a SaGoZo that supplier gave me to me cos he had a spare hohohoho. Not bad, awesome Double and OOO haul in a day :P

AND. The I didn't know it exsisted Ura Voice I-doll thingy oAo
Yes, it speaks! Ura's of course says "Boku ni, tsuraretemiru?"

Haulin' like a true ~~goukai~~Pirate.
Now then...maybe I shall try out a closet..Koutaro. /shot.

Found more Dori stuff today, gahhh I love the internet *hugs so tightly*
Now, if only the speed would be more consistent. (¬_¬)

And more Mimi. Why am I even being this obsessed over him!? /hangs self. Ever since I've found Baidu and Twitter groups I can't stop seeing stuff on him almost everyday D;

and..ermm...I PROMISE. No more Kamen Rider stuff until I actually save money for Verte's body T^T Tokusatsu is eating my money so hard. orz.
Been neglecting my duties as a BJD owner lately and I honestly feel so guilty D;
VERTE I AM SO SORRY. |･ω･｀)
I'll work hard to only eat bread everyday for your sake T_T...

Running out of ideas?

2011-04-11T06:18:00.002+08:00

"waaaiii~"

New headder?....
I don't know, I kinda like it but yet I feel it's still quite empty?
I'mma leave it on for awhile and see if it grows on me, and maybe slowly sit down and think out of a better one? :P

Funny hat, shiny pants, I'm in need for some romance.

2011-04-10T20:51:00.007+08:00

Currently listening to: No Tomorrow - Orson

2 days back it was Super Junior M's official 3rd Year Anniversary :D
Lately I've been trying my best to actively participate in fan organized projects~
Ahh yappari I feel very satisfied ;U;

The other one I joined recently was Zhoumi's 25th Birthday message!

Zhoumi looks effin good with red hair.

_{Zhoumi ah! Happy Birthday to you!
It’s a very special day, because Gentleman Mimi is born :)
I can tell that you guys have been working very hard ever since ‘太完美’ has been released.
However, don’t forget to take care of your health at the same time!
Have a great celebration and I will learn Mandarin so that I can speak with you next time~ XD}

LOL YEA. Embarassing right? Super Junior M is like the ONLY people I know who would make me want to speak Mandarin.
Zhoumi fuels this even more ;D

OHHHH AND OMG, I got this off Baidubar and would you please just look at how cute Henry is? Gaahh I want to pinch his face so badlyy!
Major want at his hoodieee :P

Old shit is so old but I'm trying to get back to my KyuMIN groove and failing so hard.

I'm officially going to reshuffle my SJM OTPS...for now.
So they go alittle like this:
1) KyuMi
2) HenMin
3) EunHae
4) KyuMin

LOOK.LOOK. LOOK.
HenMin so friggin obvious like durhhhh I'm so glad SungMin and Hyuk made it into SJM, now every pairing I have is completed T^T

PAAHH on national television.

PAAHHHH in reality.

Deserves a post on its own.

2011-04-08T02:50:00.003+08:00

Dori's updated blog headder.
SO. FUCKING. SEXY.
OMG. I felt the curse was totally needed to express how much shock I had when I opened it.

And a super quick no-brainer of KyuMi.
Because I've been listening to too much sap and I felt that I should doodle something out.
Ouhh KyuMi.
Yes I'm so lifeless. SOB.

Conversation got boring

2011-04-07T17:47:00.004+08:00

Currently listening to: Who'd Have Known - Lily Allen
Could you tell if I was really in love with the KyuMi fanmix from inkfades? :)

The power of HD. BEATUIFUL D;
Too bad this version of Gosei vs Shinken has audio problems on my laptop.
I'll try rechecking the codec T^T...

Koi Choco.
OMG THIS. I'm sorry, I can't watch the whole thing with a straight face. I get TOOOOO jealous up to the point I feel like throwing slippers :S
Dori buu *pokes floor*

Yesterday while checking out Pasar Seni for inspirations, I found a shop selling some passable Eiji tops xD So I grabbed one for myself.
I'll stop camwhoring soon. I find myself obnoxious to my own liking D;
AND THIS. Is my best Eiji face :D

I took the courage to erm cut my wig. Honestly I think practice from Rouge's previous wigs helped alot. I just trimmed the sides alot shorter than the original and styled it up abit with some wax :O
How do you lose weight on your face? Do you like slap yourself everyday D;?

And that is all :D

Wrong time of the day jackpot.

2011-04-06T04:41:00.003+08:00

Every guy in AMUSE is out to get me into some deep shit worth of trouble. ALL OF THEM.
Out of coincidence, the current one is another Takuya.

Terada Takuya to be exact.

Just earlier I was telling supplier after watching abit of SIGN, "Ah I see another one that catches my eye"~
Mmhmm indeed, then right after that I totally jumped off topic.
Just then when I was searching for something else *well this usually means Dori in general*...I managed to find Dori's Koi Choco is beautiful quality *FUDGE YES!*

Well back to TeraTaku, err how do I put it?~
*tries to think of some sort of excuse to not add him into the list but fails*
He's cute, YES/YES?
What surprised me...or well at least confused me is that he posts quite alot of Korean stuff on his blog o_o
I saw Galbi and alot of Korean writing xD
Lucky desu that I can read some of his writings but they seem to be just simple sentences.
I believe he's studying Korean though o_o;? /based on a post I read.
I want to dig out more dirt on this boy.
He piques my interest.

OH BTW.
He's another chibi. GRWAAHHH. Younger than Dori! WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN.

Writing his name in Hangul ^^
"Teh Ra Da Ta Gu Yaa"

How could i leave Dori out of this? :)
+__+ Taller than Doribuu!? How can this be?!
Actually after watching so many times Dori dancing for SIGN I've come to believe he's quite tall as well~ /not quite sure why I'm so obsessed with height and mm yes that was random.

With the other Takuya xD I call him Takkun! So there's Doribuu, TeraTaku, and Takkun san!~
BTW. I really like Takkun's role in SIGN :'DD

GOSH f;alskd;aks;ldk so. cute.

THATS IT.
I'm officially sold.
TeraTaku reminds me so much of Yosuke Ito with Hallyu influence and pouty face.

~~AMUSE I HATE YOU SO BAD.~~

Well put.

2011-04-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

"Don't remain with lovers who treat you nice only when you're leaving. Don't work for bosses who double your salary only when you're resigning. Don't vote for parties who give you what you ask only when elections are coming. All are bad for your self-respect."
- Pang Khee Teik, Facebook.

EDIT:

It's been a very Dori-filled day :)
I feel very happy~

Utter Splutter.

2011-04-05T00:26:00.009+08:00

Currently listening to: Over the Rainbow - Tensou Sentai Goseiger Cast

YES YES YES HYDE AND JOE YES YES YES SRSFACE all over the place.
Ono's height is really...one heck of magical.
Not quite sure how tall he really is now after seeing that YamaYuuki *who iis pretty darn tall himself* still does not reach his height *3*

Aaaa Hamao should have kept his super bright dye when he started Gosei! He would have matched Kazuzu *Supplier's given name of choice xD* and both of them would make such cute bffs XD More like Agri bullying Doc ;P

Moune and Luka might get into fights! I mean Luka's such a nee-san kind of figure and Moune's such a little kid! I can just imagine both of them making faces at each other XD; I think these two yellows make such a great combi!!!

Eri and Ahim. I don't even need to say, I'm sure it'll be so teethachingly fuwa fuwa since both of them have that similar 'floaty' speech and character XD
Aaaa Gosei x Goukai so much loveeeee.
And and aaaa Marvelous x Alata is so shotaaaa.
Its just like Takeru x Alata. Arapyon is really too cute, he can be paired with almost anybody ;U;!

Looks like I'll be anticipating 199 Super Sentai wars as hard as I am for OOO X Den-O, All riders: LETS GO KAMEN RIDERS!

Dori's going on the roadshow /chases after him in my dreams T^T
It would have been so awesome if TotaKimi and Inoue jumped into the bandwagon for the movie.

I seriously can't wait to get back into my Toku kick, I've been less and less rider motivated to push on with my work.
I need their genki energy and RAIDAAA KICKKKUUUU.
/oyasumi ne~

OH. AND.

DORI. SIGN. SEIFUKU.
nuffsaid'

==========

I need to change my headder AGAIN.
SUBARASHI =_____________=

Fans self repeatedly

2011-04-04T06:28:00.003+08:00

Can I just say I'm totally head over heels madly deeply in love with Twitter now?
Like gaah, I really never thought I would get this sucked in but hell I found @baiduHenryBar and @KyumiBar and I can't stop fangirling ever since.
Go follow them because they are the epic shit I'm telling you!

As predicted...we now has pairing wars!
Spotting myself some HenMin, some OBVIOUS KyuMi and EunHae at the side. Poor Wookie is left out :(
As of right now, Appa Shiwon has to take care of so many hormonal boys...I wonder how he will keep up with the stress?
GDM I really can't wait to see Min bitchslap some dramaa into the arena by openly flirting with Kyu infront of Mimi FFFF. Totally can't. WAIT. Need. DRAMA.
That or he's totally going 'payback time betch' and totally flirt with Henry infront of Kyu. Then Wookie will be left out :'(
It's alright. 3 is more like a party. We shall feast on HenWookMin!!

NOTE. Ever since Hyuk joined SJM, Donghae has been going all 'I'm so elegant and fragile like a flower, please don't hurt me' or something really awkward like that.
EUNHAE Y U NO MARRIED?!

KYUHYUN. Why you so obvious??? Stop staring at Zhoumi for like a second!
PS: SO joining the Zhoumi Birthday project :DD I'm so happy that they are accepting English based messages hoooo I want to draw fanart please ;U;!!
And and also joining the 3 years SJM project by StringswHenry. Gaah I'm so hyped up!! Especially after mentioning 3 years grandmother stories about Henry, SJM and Perfection on twitter. heee, it just makes things all the more special!

These two pics are like valley of seperation, however in postive notes...this could lead to very interesting..ideas ;D
Here you see EunHae sandwiched between a HenWook.
What makes things even funnier...is the fact Kyu is sandwiched between...MI and MIMI.
Spidey senses tingling, somehow KyuHyun doesn't seem to be on the winning end today.
...its kind of scary how SungMin looks like he's about to punch someone's face and he has the exact same pose and expression as Mimi :S

And how in this KyuMi is so epic siawase and Min is all *forced smile*
as for missing Siwon...I bet he's in a corner asking God how to solve this dilemma. *pats pats*

Suddenly after so much investigation, I've finally made a verdict that...Kyu makes too much of an awesome bottom :'(
Omg the days of my KyuMin. Well okay fine, I still ship KyuMin to death and LOOK KyuHyun DOES have semebastardic powers if you've seen their drama series. YOU KNOW WHICH. I still favour him in that image because it's VERY. Sexy /slipper to head.
Kyuhyun was supposed to be seme too in KyuMimi! Like ugh come on, Mimi is such a xiaojie, but I got brain washed by inkfades
so badly, now I can only imagine Kyu being slut!Uke.
DURRRRHHH /dilemma. I need Xiaojie!Mimi in fics to balance my life.
Whoever said fangirling was easy :S
It's such an exhausting interest!

MUUU I LOVE SJM EVEN MORE MORE MORE THAN BEFORE. WHAT IS THIS I DONT EVEN FFF-FFFF /early morning scary fangirl rants.

Baby Baby Baby nohhhh.

2011-04-03T23:47:00.006+08:00

It's really so hard to swallow/be in denial when two bias people sing 'Baby'.
First Henry and now Sam Evans [Chord Overstreet]. LIKE REALLY?
Oh did I mention I had this epicly weird dream about Sam and Quinn? =A=
when I don't even watch GLEE religiously?
I must be high on some serious drugs.

This performance makes me smile so much it's ridiculous.

EDIT EDIT

I KNOW. I'm supposed to be asleep.
and like trying to curb my Dori spamming ways D; but but but....
But I finally finished watching Cast Prix 007 that I downloaded a week ago and left it to rot. *gomen gomen gomen Dori*

The main reason why I'm high on CP007, is the fact Dori has THE MOST. 'HIAO' *how to translate this :D?* facial expressions. I have ever seen.
Btw, that's Aoyagi Ruito *Gakuto Mukahi in TeniMyu* as a guest star, and they play Jenga together :3
I've not seen Dori behave this way before! So mischievious, so so aaa like everything I can like grab out of my brain and splat it here.

AND the ending talk SO MOE. How do you even beat this?! SO. DAMN. moe moe kyunn /hugs Dori to death!

Aaaaand supplier was so kind enough to download SIGN for me. Oh god. I'll be spamming this when I start watching it soon.
Here's hoping the sources from Tudou will leak out and then...we'll have some..subbing action to go around? HUR HUR HURHUR.

So much for keeping Dori out of my posts :S

Projek Harapan x Wigs part 2

2011-04-02T18:00:00.007+08:00

Currently listening to : Perfection by Super Junior M

First off I'mma thank Sleepy for the ride there /^o^/ If it weren't for him I wouldn't be able to attend the event itself!
We arrived pretty early, hanged out at TOA library for a bit before going down to the gallery.
Was stoning practically the whole day, shouldn't have taken my meds before going or something D;
I saw a few cosplayers at the event, they were also doing a donation thingy like RM10 to take a photo with them. I saw a very adorable Kida cosplay *omgpinchyes*
Too bad Sleepy and I are always the earliest to arrive and the earliest to leave XD

This was my submission for the project. Not sure if I have posted this up already but if I have then I apologize for the repeat!
I chose GoseiRed/Alata from Tensou Sentai Goseiger to represent the image of hope.
I mean the show itself really works on the concept of having hope in humans and the tagline 'Hoshi wo mamoru wa Tenshi no Shimei" that means 'Protecting the Planet is an Angel's Duty!", really called out to me ;U;
Rants aside, I bought the compilation and yes Supplier your copy is also with me :D~

Came back home around 3 ish? 4 ish? I dont know, I swear I'm so stoned today I'm afraid of what I'm saying lololol.
Even now D;?

So came back home, mucked around, decided to play around with my so called Shoutaro/Eiji wig that I totally failed to style yesterday.
Managed to understand how it works but still needs some flips at the sides D;

Derp! Eiji =_=
Should stop procastinating to look for his hippie top and just get over with it （￣へ￣）
However I'm still not sure when/how/where to look for it! /flails around.

Errrr...Shoutaro....? JANAI.
The hat fits really tight with the wig on (￣▽￣)...~ and Rider memory...because that's the only one I have orz

..AND I AM NOT GIVING UP ON NOGAMI KOTARO /shakesfist.
Just saw the review of OOO x Den-O Let's Go Kamen Rider yesterday and it totally revived my love for NEW Den-O fff-fff.

Fff-fff Kotaroooooo ＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ ~~~~~~~~~

Wigs wigs wigs

2011-04-01T14:49:00.008+08:00

Currently listening to: Passion by Yoshida Brothers

After some delays from the Fantasy Sheep wigs batch I joined on CF forums *due to kena tahan by kastam etc etc*, I finally recieved my wigs today :'D

This is the first time ever I bought cosplay wigs and I must say I'm so jakunated by it *A*
They are really soft and thick and really fun to play with orz;

Reporting in I did my closet test for Gokudera.
I believe i would still need to style it even more since the flips at the side aren't really noticeable ;U;
But I had fun playing around with it and looks like there's no backing out now for me to debut my summer uniform Goku at C2AGE heh? oTL

Was looking through some manga scans the other day and saw this particular page:

So from there I did some minor styling and such to come out with some self taken photos orz

I swear I'll stop using the weird brown eyeliner, it looks smudgey and off :S
Well maybe I just kinda suck at using makeup in general XD;

After getting the wig it's totally official that I'll need a brighter pair of grey lens to match back Goku's.
I think I might get a pair of Blytheye or Dolleye, research research!

Deceiving angles and photoshop *LAUGHS*

LOL TOILET.
Sadly in my house there's not much sunlight apparently, the only places that has the most is that one window in my room and my uncle's toilet that has the balcony XD;

THIS. Was supposed to be my Shoutaro / Eiji wig.
Guess what. It works for neither anyone of them orz;;;
I think I'll need to take extra time to style this one out, the flips at the side are really messy and the parting is really weird :S...
/dahhh Shoutaro why you hate me?!

Til then, bye bye /o/~~

Genki Genki mode?

2011-03-31T18:28:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to: Koi no ABO

_{Henry twitted this 10 minutes ago~}

Mm, this picture puts me in a very good mood! He looks very happy 8D
Somehow I feel like I'm in a good mood as well, but but I don't have the energy to spazz!
Everytime I go to the doctor's I feel like I'm high on drugs =A=
My whole body is very fuwa fuwa and tired at the moment orz
I just need to get through tomorrow and I'll work from there.
/gdm I need to chase down for documents!! T_T!

On random note, my cosplay wigs have been sent out!! :D
I hope they arrive tomorrow or Saturday the least!!

Okay, time to sign off and look for some food to eat and take a bath orz!

Reflection

2011-03-31T00:40:00.005+08:00

Currently watching : Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger Ep. 6

I lost my temper today.
Somehow it's been a long time since I've felt this frustrated about my emotions.
I'm very annoyed and currently just balancing off the edge.
Everything happening at the moment just sucks. Like. alot.

No matter how I behave, you're not going to notice anyway.

In the end, maybe this is why I always resort to find some sort of happiness in chasing idols.
They make me feel less alone and alot more hopeful that I as a person can make a difference.
Then again it's kind of sad to live in a make believe kind of reality.
At least it keeps me sane, I guess that's all that matters.

I think I'm fallin'...

2011-03-29T22:58:00.005+08:00

Currently listning to: Rising by Yoshida Brothers

'SICK'.
UGH always bad timing, so many things to get ready/chase/update fff-ff.

WIP mock up. *sigh*

I'mma go to bed now. good nights ;U;

It's like square one all over again.

2011-03-28T01:05:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to - 表白 by Henry Lau

Lately I've been thinking alot about what happens after graduation.
I guess there are people out there who are saying it's too early and some saying it's too late!
No matter, it's always better late than never?

Truthfully saying...I've never really put much thought on what I want to do in the future.
What is the goal of my adult life?
I don't really know.
Sometimes when I think about it, I get...afraid.
Like how am I supposed to be after all this..growing up stuff?
How do you behave like an adult?
How do you fit in to society?
I'm pretty sure in your life you've seen people/adults who you really look up to and say "ah. I really want to be like them!"
Well in my case...yes there are plenty of people like that...however they don't relate to my course in whatsoever way.
*sigh* The air has gotten rather dark again..I shall leave this to ponder on some other time.

Few days back I've gotten a haircut at a different saloon.
I quite like the new style, it's very different but it's actually very short! /so Justin Bieber-ish.
After this I'm officially going to try growing my hair abit more longer 'O'
I sorta miss my Philip length hair orz;
But my mum keeps saying it's really messy and it makes me look like a hobo -A-...?
I'm still continuing with my cosplay plans nontheless.
I'm hoping at C2AGE I'll be able to debut my Gokudera and maybe Koutaro IF i can get my hands on his friggin belt D;

Lately I've been rather busy, there's alot of work to be done but so little time.
Sometimes I feel I just can't get myself organized at all.
I wished I could have my own PA orz!!

Somehow I don't feel like spazzing today *LE GASP* but mm yeah, I still watched Kamen Rider OOO today :D
I wish I could churn out epic fanart on Tokusatsu, I always feel so small. *sigh*
Even my Gotou looks so WEIRD.
Maybe i'm just not in the mood. /meh.

I think I'll sleep it off and wake up early and start everything fresh and relaxed.
Gomen ne for the odd rants, but good nights :'D

Gentleman Mimi

2011-03-24T16:04:00.001+08:00

Currently listening to : 幸福微甜 by Super Junior-M

The cutest thing ever.

Weirdest day ever.

2011-03-24T00:51:00.004+08:00

Today I became a guy.
I flirted with another boy.
Then like my guy friend wore a pink wig and girl's clothes.
....
Before you get any weird ideas or give me looks like waaaaaaa-,
this was just part of a video entry for a contest we are entering :P

But anyways yeah I sort of crossplayed today as Shoutaro because MunChun brought his Double Driver out. Sadly, it wasn't modded so I couldn't like fool around with it completely D; But it was still so much fun to play around with the Memories ;o;!!
I wished I could have my own to abuse orz.

Anyways abit too uninspired to blog today despite it being funny and all.
So I'll just share with you ...

Alright look at Hyde and look back at me then back at Hyde again.
What do you think he's doing?
I bet he's being manly, or just inquisitive.
Somehow he's concentrating so hard at something.
It's really not much of a secret that ...

Agri's doing all these inappropriate slutty poses at a wall in some deserted alleyway just about screaming to the world oh hay thar I has some fine ass you can jump on.
Really Agri, really?
Do this in broad daylight for Hyde to see, just to make me expect SOMETHING.
But noooo directors donotwant direct fanservice, thats why there's so little interaction of the two of you in the photobook itself, don't think I dont know. (¬_¬)

If I could I will rage 10 million times but it's not right.
So I shall just say.
"The people working on Goseiger, you are stingy and mean and at some times you really need a boot to the head. (╬ ಠ益ಠ)"
THANK YOU HAVE A NICE DAY.

Mr.Chic

2011-03-21T05:06:00.005+08:00

Henry: *sigh* There she goes again...(･ｪ･)
Wook: How did we not see this coming a mile away?~ (ﾟﾍﾟ)

Me: (¬_¬)oi..that's enough from the two of you. I'll eventually get over it OKAY. It's always just a phase with me. JUST A PHASE.

Mimi: You can't handle mah legs ヽ(´ー`)

Me: Stop taking up my blogspace. MEH. ಠ_ಠ

I'll be words and you be music.

2011-03-20T17:02:00.012+08:00

Currently listening to: Words and Music by Sondre Lerche

"Together we are a song~"

God I'm so obsessed over KyuMi at the moment because I found a talented writer on LJ who writes such beautiful fanfics.
Everytime Iread her work, I'm always made so speechless because it's THAT good.
Her fanmix nearly made me DIE from toothache sugary goodness.
And now I'm hooked to all these daawww worthy songs.
Goddammit I feel all levels of fail.
I'm so much manlier when I chase Tokustasu, when I chase K-Pairings I become such a girly girl.
Oh ew.
So uncool '3'

~~I NEED A NEW BANNER ALREADY.~~

Dori who has been updating his blog so frequently I find it difficult to chase up *laughs* It really feels that he enjoy blogging as well!
Yatta for same passion?
He did a post as Nogami Kotaro as a positive message to all the kids in Japan.
There were alot of Tokusatsu stars who have done this and I think it's such a beautiful thing to see.
I saw an update for GoseiBlue as well, so I'm very glad to know.
*sigh* When is Ono's company going to stop hiding him from the world?

Super Show 3

2011-03-20T01:52:00.009+08:00

WARNING: Rants that make no sense and not needed caps locking.

_{Well it's alot more like fap over Henry and Zhoumi show....}

To start off we had some mishaps with the timing of the concert itself but meh I'll skip all that jazz.

_{HOW do you people smuggle in Digicams, videocams, DSLRs into concerts anyways?
That's supposed to be Kyuhyun on screen lololol!}

I think I'm seriously growing out of Kpop fandom like so bad.
I feel its kinda sad to say this but it's seriously so hard to find myself not getting all awkward tension-y with the really hardcore fans...but I'll save that story for some other time.
It just feels that this COULD be the last Kpop concert I'll be going to, Big Bang hmm I'll rethink but there's no commitment on the event in any way. I can only let time judge for me.

_{...wow the picture quality... so speechless.}

As always, my intention for a SuJu concert is to stalk pairings and HENRY and ZHOUMI.
All my life I've always wished I could see Henry perform, this was fulfilled when I got to see him in SM Town a few years back in Bangkok :) /I probably said this a few times already, sorry if I start to sound so anal.
It was after that, Henry came to Malaysia with Super Show 2 and I was in super panic mode wondering if he would come with Zhoumi. AND HE DID and nearly butchered my sanity with his solo might I add. This boy, he never lets me down.
I feel blessed having the chance to be his fan!

Now, let's talk Zhoumi.
He is described as one of my secret loves.
You know like the guy you think is cute but you wouldn't dare admit cos you're so tsunbitch like that. I think you get my point.
However it's just recently I came out of the shoebox and announced that I can't get enough of him, I'm like omg he's pretty 10000x when I see him perform.
_{I'm such a sadcase.}
Zhoumi is made of:
1)That height that can only be rivaled by the Shanghai Pearl tower.
2)Those matchstick legs that can pull off jeans almost 10 sizes smaller than him.
3)His oh so powerhouse voice that can still be the cutest thing ever.
4)That feminine face with guyliner. Could kill me like a mile away.

_{Fff-ff omg why am I getting like so excited just talking about him /o/}

Just so you know, I did not do any research prior to Super Show 3. I've only heard about what happened but I did not know the song list / sequence.

SO. Because of my ignorance I was slain by Henry who sang Justin Bieber's 'Baby'.
LIKE REALLY.
BABY?
HENRY?
IT ALL. MAKES. SENSE.

Just like how LeeTeuk sang a Wang Lee Hom song.
AKI. I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
IT ALL. MAKES. SENSE.

However, I'm still not ready to come out of the closet to admit my inner Belieber.
Give me some time. sobs.

I bet it was Zhoumi's orange hair in Perfection that made me like him.
I can't think of any other occasion that made me so drastically admit my opinions on him.
What is this I dont even.

Let me sum everything up for you after that drony denial not much sense ranting up there.

-Start of concert-
Me: IHOPEHENRYCAME.
-Henry pulls a J.Bieber solo like a chingstah-
Me: OHSHIT. I'M BEING HAUNTED BY AN EVIL FORCE THAT CANT BE RESISTED AND SINCE WHEN HENRY SO GOOD AT TEASING?!
-After all the solos-
Me: WHERE IS ZHOUMI Q____Q?!
-ZhouMi pulls a Chinaman pimp techno club Koyama Love Addiction-ish performance-
Me: I NEED GO HOME AND STALK HIM.
-SuJu boys running around in Vegetable suits.-
Me: (ﾟｰﾟ)...O.KAY.
-EunHyuk and DongHae 'couple' performance. AGAIN.-
Me: YOU NEED TO GET MARRIED.
-Ryeowook-
Me: YOU TOO MOE. /pats.
-Sungmin who looks rather different this time around.-
Me: WRY SO MANRY?
-KyuHyun looking smug evil-
Me: JUST JUMP ME. or Sungmin. or Zhoumi.
-Perfection performance by SJM-
Me: HENRY WHY SO FUWA FUWA FRILLS? ZHOUMI WHY YOU LOOK LIKE WOMAN!? <3
-In the taxi after SS3-
-Baby plays on the radio.-
Me: HOHSHIT I AM DEFINATELY CURSED.

So you see. Tonight was a pretty. Good. Night.
And mm yea. I like Henry, Zhoumi, Kyuhyun and Sungmin with a sprinkle of Wook. Dahahhaha.

Uh..huh..?

2011-03-13T21:30:00.008+08:00

I'm not quite sure if I find this amusing or offensive.
There's alot of mixed emotions going on about this illustration, some very enraged, some amused, some just plain embarassed.
I'll leave my comments neutral on this one and let you guys form your own opinions.

/I do not want this blog to go political ff-ff.

All I can do is hope and pray.

2011-03-13T01:51:00.007+08:00

EDIT:
Ono. His management seriously wants him hiding from the world? I can't track him like anywhere....
Also, Totani Kimito has updated on him being rather shaken from the earthquake, he is very worried about everyone else and is grateful that people are worried about him.

"日本の平安を祈ります. I pray for peace in Japan."
This is what my friends Neeya and Ira did to show their positivity to the people.

Lately, I find myself being very depressed by this issue, it really isn't about the idols or whatever attachment I have for their culture.
I know there will be people who are bound to flame me by saying I'm being very childish over things that doesn't concern me...but I don't think I can care about that anymore.

I've come to reflect on the fact that suffering from pain, disaster is something no one should deserve to go through.
I've been watching updates on the news, day by day I grow more worried about what might happen not just to them, but to our future and to our world.
All of a sudden I feel that it's scary to not know what life is going to give to you.
It's scary to hear all these predictions of destruction and the worse, end of the world.
I sit and ponder alot, I'm not saying I don't believe it, I'm not saying I believe it either.
There's alot to think about when it comes to this subject, but my mother has always said, "If it's bound to come, bring it. We can't hide in fear"
I guess I agree, there's nothing we can do to stop it, I guess the most important thing is always live your life to the fullest.
Enjoy life, throw away anger and bitterness...and that of course is easier being said than done.

For now, I've been tracking on Dori who has been updating his blog frequently about his current situation. I'm glad to know he is fine and so is his dog Fanta.
In a post yesterday, he said something to the lines "In this moment, what is important is that everyone should be supporting each other"
I felt very touched that even in this situation he can still put up a strong front even when admitting he is afraid of what is about to happen next.
Somehow reading his posts calms me down...until he starts saying that he worries about his fans and the people around Japan.
*sigh* I should stop being sensitive...

Sadly, I really can't think of a proper way to help or contribute aid to this disaster, the least I can do is hope and pray everything will settle down once again.

Dori and Fanta do take care and the same goes to everyone who is at Japan at the moment, for now nobody is rich or poor, let us all be one and send positive energy to those in need.

If ever my country was landed with such disaster, my only wish is probably like everyone else...to be with my family.
There's a very depressing air around my post today...

===
To lift the air abit...
CD Japan has shipped my single :) *despite all the things yes orz;;*

And some pretty scans that I edited :')

What comes next?

2011-03-11T18:01:00.003+08:00

God lend your hand to the people in need.
It would be a lie if I said that I'm not afraid of what will happen to us and our world.
However being afraid can't change anything else.
All I can do it brace myself for all that is to hit, and oddly I'm making this really sound like the end of the world.

Maybe I'm just shaken up and depressed about this issue. :(

Facelift baby!

2011-03-10T21:18:00.009+08:00

Currently listening to: SIGN [サイン]

(o￣∇￣o) Oh god, I feel so epic shiawase today, ever since I found out about SIGN's official PV release.
Suddenly the world got alot more shinier *laughs*!

Images were used from scans I horde!

Before I go in depth on some good news, I would like to welcome everyone once again to a new and improved Hey Say Yah, with a bright and kira kira layout :D!
Yesterday I got all pumped up and decided to make a new blog banner featuring my biased babies （　・∀・）
From left to right we have Kiriyama Renn, Suda Masaki, Hamao Kyosuke, Kento Ono and Sakurada Dori desu, yes these are my ultimate five (＾∇＾)
Please do show them alot of love and support as well!

After spending hours piecing the banner together, I thought it would make some sense if I custom made my own blog background this time around as well!
So to say, I am quite satisfied with the outcome, however I believe there is still ALOT of room for improvement.
Probably one of these days I will redo it or add in more touchups!
This time around I chose to use Sudacchi and Renn, though somehow I feel they are over spammed in my blog! XD
I should try to make a HamaOno one instead (･ｪ-)
Of late, I am chasing Renn's drama Honboshi- Shinri Tokusou Jikenbou.
If given the time, do give this one a go!

So out of the obsession and the looping of Sign for hours til end *supplier who witnessed my fail*, I gave in and ordered their single.

Limited Edition w/ DVD
I purchased the LE edition, I believe it would be much more worth it since it comes with the PV itself and the Making of segments :)
And of course the 'stare at me' cover was alot more tempting *laughs!*
It was my first time ordering from CD Japan and I must say they are really top notch with their service, all so simple to understand and SO KIND.
They gave me points upon registration that can be used to deduct from the total amount during a purchase.
In conclusion, I used it and I still get EMS with a very pretty discount.
HELL YEA~ ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/

Regular Edition
Initially I wanted to order the Regular edition, but I felt it really wasn't worth the money. PLUS there was only ONE left in stock.
Just incase anyone still wants to nab this, please do so quickly!
The LE edition still has about 8 in stock so don't miss the chance!

Being the evil people they are...they are also selling the full set DVD.
This is a total FML since it's just too pricey to even think about. Seriously, 9 episodes for RM 283 and not inclusive of shipping as well.
It's a total pain, I can only hope and pray there will be subs and sources online that I can leech from soon =x

I think CD Japan is a much better source for Japanese idols in general. They carry alot of Doribuu DVDs even Episode Blue and Koi Choco. So I'm a happy camper just knowing that they sell it xD
The only thing I couldn't find listed was Aquarian Age....which I am still looking for.
（￣ー￣）

SIGN SIGN SIGN SIGN

2011-03-10T02:19:00.004+08:00

brb, running around like a chicken that lost it's head.
OMG. I'm so speechless.
SO SPEECHLESS. ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ!!
I still remembered when they just released the teaser, I didn't half expect it to make me this high and it's like almost 2.30 in the morning FFF-FFFFF!!

The first ever thing that came into my mind when Doribuu sang was that HE IMPROVED.
From the time of TeniMyu to the time of Double Action Strike Form. His voice is so much more controlled now and ahhh so pure. I feel so proud of him!
And the worst part is that I can't stop looping it! >_<

Can you tell I'm already in heaven just by seeing this? ;_;
And and and and Dori looks so matured kakkoii.
I feel like the world is shining so brightly!
*sigh*~ Tottemo shiawase dayo~~~ ( ´ ▽ ` )
Yappari...I really can't express how much I love Dori orz!

I need some time to get used to everyone else other than Dori and Takkun.
Hirama Soichi, Terada Takuya & Yoshizawa Ryo, gomen. I'll get back to you guys later!
八(＾□＾*)

I read a detailed entry from a girl who has physically been to one of Dori's events.
Ahhh the way she describes him, I can't imagine, if I ever had such a chance like so I might be too starstruck to even think straight!
He really does sound like a very sweet boy (＾∇＾) *pats pats*
This also coincides with my feelings after watching him in Cast Prix 008, I fell in love with him even more and more.
There's such an innocent factor about him, I can't describe.

Incase you didn't notice, I've been praising him nonstop.
God save me. I'm just a hopeless fangirl!

Urhhh

2011-03-06T02:46:00.001+08:00

I'm way behind on blog posts and updating -m-

Sorry, I'm just kinda suffering from a blogging block again.
I'll be back soon. After all college does begin once again on Monday :S

See you thennn lD

Oh my aching LEGS.

2011-03-02T22:47:00.005+08:00

After mucho grande all talk about our Time Square excursion, FINALLY We've done it! XD
Its as if it takes so hard to drag us out of the house *laughs*

EDIT:

So we arrived at Times Square around 11 ish, since me and Bobo were at Sentral friggin earlier like 9 ish?
Can't blame us people who don't have transport to stations alright?
Later Zan Loon joined us for breakfast at KFC and then supplier arrived shortly after.

I love morning weekday travels in KL, less crowded and the best of all no crowd at shopping malls!
We went to Time Machine which made my eyes drop out of my head sobs.
So many Kamen Rider noms which I can't afford. They were even selling the limited Philip version of Cyclone Memory. /dahhh story of my life.
I believe I saw this up on CS Toys as well, but it's already sold out. SOBFACE.

My main purpose of the entire trip was to hunt down cosplay stuffs.
First off, I managed to get my Shoutaro hat :D The Begin's Night one, so in logic it was his Oyassan's hat :S
Then I managed to get all of Gokudera's rings and dog tags settled *angels sing*

A more recent photo after I got my vest (ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉ
And I got myself a vest. This was for myself but I also want to double the usage to cosplay Shoutaro in his usual outfit. That is if I had bought myself a black fedora as well /FAIL.

Nabbed some of these pics off Facebook from supplier!

We also visited that very famous idol shop in Times Square, to Bobo's luck she literally hoarded SuJu stuffs for her sister and got herself a Big Bang cap and phone strap.
Major get-o! (＾∇＾)
I being the so confused one, in the end got myself a 2PM phone strap.
WAIT. Let me explain before you guys flame.
The main reason why I got a 2PM strap, was because I don't really have anything to show my support. I mean geez I have DBSK stuffs, I have SuJu stuffs, I have FTi and BB stuffs but NO 2PM, So this is why, after all the pain of choosing, I went ahead and got one for myself (-ｪ･)
Supplier was also a happy camper that day, since they also had Arashi and HSJ noms on sale~
Ah, the therapy that comes from idol shopping~ ( ´ ▽ ` )

We had a late lunch at T bowl down in Sungei Wang, I've always wanted to check that place it piqued my interest...well if you find eating out of a toilet bowl interesting..( ﾟ▽ﾟ);

Quick review on this place:

T bowl is a quirky little place I would recommend to you you if you wish to experience something different in terms of dining.
The food really isn't something to scream about, they serve fusion styled food much like other Hong Kong concept restraunts like Kim Gary and Wong Kok Char Chan Teng.
Expect alot of colorful drinks and baked cheese rice.

Cute urin--uh cup.

We all ordered sets, came with soup, a main course, drink and dessert.
Their mushroom soup isn't bad, isn't too thin in consistency and isn't too thick either. These are served in cute bathtub shaped bowls.

I took a main course of baked cheese chicken chop with rice.
Surprisingly this was good. Because I actually kind of dislike baked rice of the sort. I think the reason why I liked it was because the cheese was actually baked on the chicken itself and not with the rice. The rice is a simple fried rice served with vegetables.

Before the carnage.

After.
An appetizing picture courtesy of supplier ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)

The dessert...I might just say it's probably only for show of sorts. The taste was good for the first few spoons then you start getting an odd feeling in your stomach. How ironic.
Not to mention there was something really weird at the bottom of the ice cream. It was solid? Someone told me it was a wafer but they even had some sort of green flavoured something or rather. I gave up eating, I didn't like it D;

Well after lunch we were supposed to kill time by going to karaoke for 2 hours at Greenbox, while we were just getting all high and stuffs...some odd system maintainence had to be done. So they had to cancel our seesion （￣～￣;）
At least we got off without paying a cent?
ARGHH I totally wanna go back there and karaoke WBX, I will recommend Red Box / Green box for this very perfect reason XD
Other than that I actually recommend Red/Green box as a whole, they have really good and up to date song choices :)

Even machines have their fail days.

Since our session got cancelled, we ran back to Times Square so that Drake and Bobo could hit the arcade. Experts at the dance machines these people are. （　´∀｀）
I guess we were there for quite a long time, I just watched them play, not into these kind of things, I'm more of a spectator lD

After that we went for dinner at Mr Teppanyaki. Awesome shitsss ;U; <3
Had a very interesting conversation and left Times Square at about 8-ish 9.

(￣▽￣)ノ Happy people are happy hohohohohohoo

Can't wait to go out with you guys again! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ